Guest guest Posted December 30, 2009 Report Share Posted December 30, 2009 One trait of BPD that is pretty well known is that they NEVER finish what they start. After really thinking it over and trying to make sure I prove to myself that I do not have any part of me that is borderline, I am going to go ahead and finish nursing school. I know it's stressful, but I believe I can do it if I stick to my goals and try very hard to push myself through this life I have been given. My mother never finished anything. She started law school, real estate school, even started preparing to run for county commissioner and yet never finished. I don't want to be like that. And my therapist has drilled it into my head over the last year that I do not have BPD. I have always doubted her and my biggest and worst nightmare would be for someone to tell me I had BPD. She says that worrying about it alone pretty much proves I don't have it, lol. But I've always thought that out of everybody in this head of mine (for those who don't know, I do have DID), *I* was the one who displayed the most BPD fleas with my suicidality, my past self injury and history with this constant depression. She assures me that I just have bad coping skills that I am redirecting -- slowly. So. This is what I have decided. I am going to FINISH what I have started. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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