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[Guest guest]

I'm still waiting for the official path report indicating that it is

cancer. The tumor has arms and was called invasive neoplasm. I

should find out for sure tomorrow which will be the 3 days after the

biopsy. I was doing great all day, feeling like myself again and

now, way down in the dumps. I am so ready to get this over with. I

just want to be on the path to healing. I hate waiting. I don't

have an appointment with the surgeon until the 23rd and who knows

how long after that it will be before surgery. I am in limbo which

I hate. I want to watch my children grow up. Why am I now so

scared. Maybe it is the lack of sleep, I don't know. Thanks for

all of the words of encouragement everyone has been giving me. Good

night.

[Guest guest]

,

What you are feeling is normal. The fear of the unknown it always worse and so is waiting. I would push for an appointment before the 23rd. I had my biopsy on a Friday and had my mastectomy the following Thursday. It does get easier. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but it will. I will keep you in my prayers.

Hugs

nne

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emotions up and down

I'm still waiting for the official path report indicating that it is cancer. The tumor has arms and was called invasive neoplasm. I should find out for sure tomorrow which will be the 3 days after the biopsy. I was doing great all day, feeling like myself again and now, way down in the dumps. I am so ready to get this over with. I just want to be on the path to healing. I hate waiting. I don't have an appointment with the surgeon until the 23rd and who knows how long after that it will be before surgery. I am in limbo which I hate. I want to watch my children grow up. Why am I now so scared. Maybe it is the lack of sleep, I don't know. Thanks for all of the words of encouragement everyone has been giving me. Good night.