Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 Hello Everyone: This is Ronda this time! I am so happy that I can write you guys anytime day or night of course as long as I don't over due it that was the deal. I am so overwhelmed right now. I never every thought I was special enough to ever have anyone give as much as this person has give to me. Janie you are oh so right he doesn't want me to share his name with this group or anyone else. In fact he wasn't to happy to hear that my Mom shared with you all that he was going to take care of everything for me. But, of course my Mom said that she was Sorry that no one told her this was not to be shared of course he wasn't offended. He only asks that we do not share his name. So I am sorry everyone he doesn't want me to share is name at all. Plus, he doesn't want anything in return all he want to see is that I am a happy healthy young lady and that I fight with all my might so I can win this battle. I read a post that was posted in stage IV group that someone came up with a great idea of sending cards to him. He doesn't want any cards in fact my Mom went out and bought me a card to give him he really loved it. It had the perfect words that I feel we all would say to him if you were here. Please don't send any cards I don't want to make him made or anything. I told him I could never repay him for what he has done for me. He is truly my angel and I told him that he said Ronda all I want from you is to fight this cancer and don't let it win. I will pay for whatever it takes for you to win from now until I hate to say this until you die. I hope and pray to God that this isn't the outcome but that you will win and be able to be a normal 37 years old really soon. I feel just terrible that I am in my 50's and I have been health as can be and you have been fighting this cancer for the past four years. I am so sorry that it has gotten so bad but our prayer is that you win this battle. I bought you this computer so you can be in contact with all of your friends and both support groups. It is the top of the line computer! I feel since you are going to be stuck here in the hospital for I don't know how long you need some type of communication with your friends. He asks that I thank each of you for your love and support and I join him by sending a BIG HUG and THANK YOU! There is so much more I can say but I am getting really tired and I need to read couple more email and respond then I need to go to sleep. I hope you will hear from me tomorrow but again it just depends how I am feeling. I love each of you as my sisters I hope you don't mind that I call you my sisters but we are one family in my eyes. We have more in common than you know yes some of us have had to fight longer but we all know what we are going through don't we? We are all continually fighting this battle and I know we can all win if we stick together. Lots of Hugs and Love to each of you....You are all so special to me Thank you for your encouraging words. Who knows my Mom may get on when she get home to let you know everything that happened. Continually thoughts coming your way. Hugs, Ronda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 Cheryl: I don't know if you wanted me to know what you are sending me I will act surprised when it comes. Cheryl I love you too! Yes, you can call me your Ronda I am all right with that. This fight is much harder than I ever thought but I can win. I may still have to come to MD hospital if this doesn't work. My parents wanted me to stay as close to home as possible because they just can't afford to be traveling back and forth and they are starting to get up in age too. I hope I didn't offend anyone they are 66 and 70 but my Dad has major heart problems and doesn't need the stress of traveling back and forth plus he has his 90 year old mother living with us and she has gotten worst. I got to see my Grandma for the first time in almost a week it was so nice she started to cry and said Ronda you aren't to die before me you get that in your head. I said yes Grandma I will remember that! She is all right losing her memory but she does well for 90 no walker or cane and she walks in pumps can you believe that even on the treadmill she just amazes me. I love listening to her stories but those days are numbered now her memory is really slipping. Oh, well, I should let you all go for now! Thanks Cheryl for everything. Love, Ronda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 Rhonda It is so good to hear from you again. Please get enough rest and don't overdo it. Your main job now is just getting well! I was 37 when I was dx, I'm so sorry you have been fighting this thing for so long already. Maybe what they are doing there will work and you won't have to go to MD . But if you do, I can assure you it is a wonderful and caring place to be. If it weren't for them I wouldn't be here now. Prayers coming your way, Pam Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 janie that what she is our ronda she is so sweet and i am send ing prayers to the father to watch over ronda and hgaving he ron prayer list all over the world for ronda and i am send ing her a crochet ribbon pillow that i make and say its form the grp to her from all of us and send ing her a card of prayers form us all so you can call her our ronda becaus ei do as well she is an angel sending angels to watch and guard ronda for what she is going through and asking jesus to just protect her i plead his blood over her entire body and that ask and that will be given to so i am asking jesus to just heal her entire body and cure her of this horrible disease in jesus name we love you ronda so very much you are an inspiration to us if you would of came to md anderson i was going to go and see you and give you a hug in jesus name cheryl Re: Ronda and her mom Just a generously meant comment -- if he is a millionaire maybe he doesn't particularly want his name known to us.... Also, do angels angels have earthly names, anyway?I'm fairly new here (a newbie at cancer) but find Ronda a real inspiration and hope. I had my first treatment -- mastectomy -- two months ago and radiation and chemo were not required. But now, there is a small mass/swelling/cyst -- it's hard to tell -- under the end of my mastectomy scar, near the center of the chest. I have been despondent for a few days thinking that it must be a recurrence that will require further treatments I had hoped to always avoid. (I see the doctor this Friday about it.) This seems so small compared to what our Ronda is going through, if I may call her "our" Ronda since I also feel familiar with her from just a few of her beautiful posts. I want to say that I'm inspired that if Ronda could do this at least the last three times, perhaps I can take care of this lesser problem bravely, if not with courage from God. I mean it -- Thank you for being, Ronda.Janie--- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 its ok to act surprise, i wanted to send you something special and from all of us we all love you sop much and you are alweays kept in oour prayers and lift you up so much ronda you are an inspiration to so many of us on your walk with bc and your walk with the lord god loves you so much and you are one of his special children anddont forget that and keep your fight up ropnda because god not ready for you yet and i com it you to my jesus and i know he is getting this horrible disease and just pushing it out of your body you iin gods hands in jesus name cheryl Re: Re: Ronda and her mom Cheryl: I don't know if you wanted me to know what you are sending me I will act surprised when it comes. Cheryl I love you too! Yes, you can call me your Ronda I am all right with that. This fight is much harder than I ever thought but I can win. I may still have to come to MD hospital if this doesn't work. My parents wanted me to stay as close to home as possible because they just can't afford to be traveling back and forth and they are starting to get up in age too. I hope I didn't offend anyone they are 66 and 70 but my Dad has major heart problems and doesn't need the stress of traveling back and forth plus he has his 90 year old mother living with us and she has gotten worst. I got to see my Grandma for the first time in almost a week it was so nice she started to cry and said Ronda you aren't to die before me you get that in your head. I said yes Grandma I will remember that! She is all right losing her memory but she does well for 90 no walker or cane and she walks in pumps can you believe that even on the treadmill she just amazes me. I love listening to her stories but those days are numbered now her memory is really slipping. Oh, well, I should let you all go for now! Thanks Cheryl for everything. Love, Ronda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 chin up janie, could turn out to be scare tissue also.....i know, easier said than done, healing prayers to one and all..... Carol Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 6, 2004 Report Share Posted November 6, 2004 ronda oh sweetie just seeing your post topuches my heart so very much to know you have the strength to be able to post and this dr is a great person to be doing what he is doing for you god bless him so much iuts good when you find a christian dr and you say we alla re sister and hope you could sayu that yes my sister you may because we all are sisters with our fight for bc whethewr we are a survivor or still fighting this disease ort our sisters who went on we all are together as a family of sisters fighting this dragon but my sister one day we will beat this dragon and we will put bc in the muiddle and all of us will stand in a circle with jesus hol,ding hands and holding sio tight were bc cant get out and than jesus will say its ended oince and for all and we will all kick it out of our bodys and than we can say we kill BREAST CANCER instead of it killing us and oince and for all w ecan say its a end for breast cancer they found a cure and this day is coming so hold your head up high and dont give up your fight because you will be with us all when we kick bc out of our bodies so keep u[p the fight my sister we all love you so very much love in christ your siuster in breast cancer cheryl Re: Re: Ronda and her mom Hello Everyone: This is Ronda this time! I am so happy that I can write you guys anytime day or night of course as long as I don't over due it that was the deal. I am so overwhelmed right now. I never every thought I was special enough to ever have anyone give as much as this person has give to me. Janie you are oh so right he doesn't want me to share his name with this group or anyone else. In fact he wasn't to happy to hear that my Mom shared with you all that he was going to take care of everything for me. But, of course my Mom said that she was Sorry that no one told her this was not to be shared of course he wasn't offended. He only asks that we do not share his name. So I am sorry everyone he doesn't want me to share is name at all. Plus, he doesn't want anything in return all he want to see is that I am a happy healthy young lady and that I fight with all my might so I can win this battle. I read a post that was posted in stage IV group that someone came up with a great idea of sending cards to him. He doesn't want any cards in fact my Mom went out and bought me a card to give him he really loved it. It had the perfect words that I feel we all would say to him if you were here. Please don't send any cards I don't want to make him made or anything. I told him I could never repay him for what he has done for me. He is truly my angel and I told him that he said Ronda all I want from you is to fight this cancer and don't let it win. I will pay for whatever it takes for you to win from now until I hate to say this until you die. I hope and pray to God that this isn't the outcome but that you will win and be able to be a normal 37 years old really soon. I feel just terrible that I am in my 50's and I have been health as can be and you have been fighting this cancer for the past four years. I am so sorry that it has gotten so bad but our prayer is that you win this battle. I bought you this computer so you can be in contact with all of your friends and both support groups. It is the top of the line computer! I feel since you are going to be stuck here in the hospital for I don't know how long you need some type of communication with your friends. He asks that I thank each of you for your love and support and I join him by sending a BIG HUG and THANK YOU! There is so much more I can say but I am getting really tired and I need to read couple more email and respond then I need to go to sleep. I hope you will hear from me tomorrow but again it just depends how I am feeling. I love each of you as my sisters I hope you don't mind that I call you my sisters but we are one family in my eyes. We have more in common than you know yes some of us have had to fight longer but we all know what we are going through don't we? We are all continually fighting this battle and I know we can all win if we stick together. Lots of Hugs and Love to each of you....You are all so special to me Thank you for your encouraging words. Who knows my Mom may get on when she get home to let you know everything that happened. Continually thoughts coming your way. Hugs, Ronda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 7, 2004 Report Share Posted November 7, 2004 Good luck Janie and I will be praying for you. ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 7, 2004 Report Share Posted November 7, 2004 Ronda: It is so great to hear from you. Just tell your angel that we all are so thankful that he has chosen you and that he has such a giving heart. God is truly shining blessings down on him. You are so blessed, God loves you so much. Your courage inspires me to know how to fight, I am blessed to know you. Love you, Ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 7, 2004 Report Share Posted November 7, 2004 Oh Ronda you truly do have an angel and whether we know his name or not we do know that he is a man of God...sent from God to you....this is so wonderful.... and a great big hugg for him and Angel Huggs and many Prayers to you and your mom.....she was so sweet to write to us....you are such an inspiration to all of us....God Bless...Angelsrjb@... wrote: Hello Everyone: This is Ronda this time! I am so happy that I can write you guys anytime day or night of course as long as I don't over due it that was the deal. I am so overwhelmed right now. I never every thought I was special enough to ever have anyone give as much as this person has give to me. Janie you are oh so right he doesn't want me to share his name with this group or anyone else. In fact he wasn't to happy to hear that my Mom shared with you all that he was going to take care of everything for me. But, of course my Mom said that she was Sorry that no one told her this was not to be shared of course he wasn't offended. He only asks that we do not share his name. So I am sorry everyone he doesn't want me to share is name at all. Plus, he doesn't want anything in return all he want to see is that I am a happy healthy young lady and that I fight with all my might so I can win this battle. I read a post that was posted in stage IV group that someone came up with a great idea of sending cards to him. He doesn't want any cards in fact my Mom went out and bought me a card to give him he really loved it. It had the perfect words that I feel we all would say to him if you were here. Please don't send any cards I don't want to make him made or anything. I told him I could never repay him for what he has done for me. He is truly my angel and I told him that he said Ronda all I want from you is to fight this cancer and don't let it win. I will pay for whatever it takes for you to win from now until I hate to say this until you die. I hope and pray to God that this isn't the outcome but that you will win and be able to be a normal 37 years old really soon. I feel just terrible that I am in my 50's and I have been health as can be and you have been fighting this cancer for the past four years. I am so sorry that it has gotten so bad but our prayer is that you win this battle. I bought you this computer so you can be in contact with all of your friends and both support groups. It is the top of the line computer! I feel since you are going to be stuck here in the hospital for I don't know how long you need some type of communication with your friends. He asks that I thank each of you for your love and support and I join him by sending a BIG HUG and THANK YOU! There is so much more I can say but I am getting really tired and I need to read couple more email and respond then I need to go to sleep. I hope you will hear from me tomorrow but again it just depends how I am feeling. I love each of you as my sisters I hope you don't mind that I call you my sisters but we are one family in my eyes. We have more in common than you know yes some of us have had to fight longer but we all know what we are going through don't we? We are all continually fighting this battle and I know we can all win if we stick together. Lots of Hugs and Love to each of you....You are all so special to me Thank you for your encouraging words. Who knows my Mom may get on when she get home to let you know everything that happened. Continually thoughts coming your way. Hugs, Ronda Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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