Guest guest Posted June 23, 2000 Report Share Posted June 23, 2000 Thanks ! I just hate this waiting. It's Friday evening. I dread going to the bathroom because of what I might find waiting for me. I'm dreadfully aware of every little pain, twitch, ache that my body seems to be producing lately. Is it AF? Is it something I ate? Am I pg? AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Whew! That felt better! You'd be surprised how good a little scream makes one feel! Oh, about the dh thing.... Just this evening my dh announced that, " I guess it's going to be time soon for, you know... " Oh, hold me back! The enthusiasm that was rolling off him almost knocked me out of the car! What a chore! I kinda laid into him the other night because of his nonchalant attitude about this. I told him that when he jokes or acts like it's a chore, it makes me feel like crap! (I used the more spicy word) I told him it hurt me and really made me think that I'm never getting pg. I think he actually listened to some of the words because he didn't mention it again. We'll see. I actually pray that I'm pg, not only because I really want another child but because I don't think I can do this much longer. I hate how I feel after my other half doesn't respond, can't respond, etc... Talk about rejection. Sometimes I want to just say forget the whole thing but there's still something in me that won't let me do that just yet. To those of you just ttc, good luck! Don't fret over our problems. My dh is only 31 but acts like he is 71. If he doesn't snap out of this by the time he's 61, I think I'll find a nice, quiet home for him so I can actually enjoy life. Okay, I've rambled enough. Take care and have a great evening! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 23, 2000 Report Share Posted June 23, 2000 Thanks Kim! It really helps to vent. I can't talk about it too much with the ladies at work because they don't have a clue. I'm very thankful that every one here understands! I really felt bad for you and your horrible day. How awful! That figures that there would be witnesses around when you fell. That would be my luck! I hope things work out for you and your dh. Moving can be a stressful things as well as job searching. BTW, do you hear the thunder? I can hear a little bit of it. I like thunderstorms when I'm getting ready for bed. YYEEEOOOWWW!!!! That was a loud one! Scared the crap out of me!!!! For those people that don't know, we live near each other. Have a great weekend! (((hugs))), Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 24, 2000 Report Share Posted June 24, 2000 Oh ! You make me laugh!I am sorry you are feeling so stressed right now! O am thinking of you, (((HUGS))))) Kim Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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