hello all

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hello all!my name is chelsea and i lost my second baby

to an ep july 99.i was only 3 weeks pregnant.i had

been going thru 2 years of infertility and had given

up on the relentless trying again,when i became

pg.hormone imbalances caused me to have irreg periods

and my Dr. said i wasn't even ovulating.i took clomid

for 1 cycle.then they did an us and said i had too

large of a cyst on my left ovary too take it again so

they put me on the pill for 1 mo. to try and resolve

it.it didn't work.gyn set me up for an appt. with the

re but the stress had gotten to me and i didn't go.i

decided i was only 23 and had plenty of time to try on

my own before i would worry too much about never

having another baby.i also thought about the fact that

i at least had my 5 yr old daughter and she is a true

blessing.well anyways i woke up one morning to this

terrible pain in my right side and i went to urgent

care they said i was pg and that i had sugar in my

urine.they sent me home and i said no i need to go to

the e.r. I ruptured 2 days later.they saved my tube

the baby was in the skinny part of my tube right

before the uterus.it make me feel better to know that

my baby returned to my body instead of them removing

it.i was also diagnosed with type 2 diabetes the same

time as the ep.so now that is another pg roadblock.i

am too scared of having a reccurence to try again i

know my chances arent that high but still i dont want

to go thru it again.maybe in a year when i lose my

wheight i gained with my daughter and get my diabetes

straightened out(i dont have a severe case).i am sad

this month because i was due around apr.-may i still

grieve over my baby and what could have been.it sounds

kind of morbid but it also make me feel better to know

that its little heart hadn't started to beat yet and

that it was so early when it happened.my period was

due the next week.its odd that it ruptured at such an

early stage though.well anyways please write back.thankyou,chelsea

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