Guest guest Posted August 26, 2008 Report Share Posted August 26, 2008 Ok, I've been reading this for a while, and thinking really hard, and trying to make it through this summer, but these last few days, I really don't think I'm gonna make it sanely out of here. My mother attempted suicide in the beginning of the summer, in response to me trying to leave for an internship. Other then the fact that I'm highly resentful of being kept from an internship that I was very excited about, she refused to go to therapy after the event (after reading a few things about this disorder, I realize this shouldn't surprise me)....so its been a few months of her spiraling into a deeper and deeper madness...she pray incessantly, she moans outloud over everything, she criticizes everything I do...my hair, my clothe, my moral character...non-stop.....(mind you, my room is a mess, but its really because I hate it, I'm sleeping on a twin mattress on top of two box springs, that I don't even fit on anymore and my hair is a little frizzy, but really....) My younger sister has been at camp most of the summer but when she did return home it was always world war III......then camp ended and my sister spiraled into her own deep depression, and then attempted suicide a week ago. I was trying my hardest to keep her talking and open to me, but I guess that there are things I just can't fix on my own. Well, now my sister is in a psych ward, and my mother is losing it. To the point where I'm fearful for her life, never mind any iota of sanity she may have left... I have a week before I get to school. But the daily attacks and madness, and god damn prayer, I don't know if I can make it without breaking something, flipping out, etc. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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