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<<I went to another doctor (will never visit the Pagana hack that tried to kill

me). Anyhow, this guy is a regular md + a holistic medical doctor. I was

speaking to him about how these drugs help nobody. He said that there are

people who come in to his office and are ready to put a gun to their heads. He

said that these drugs help them. I said he should tell them to change their

diet/lives to fix their depression. He then said there is no way to get people

to change their lives, they just don't. I was so angry I had to leave.

Instead, give them a drug that will kill them or possibly kill people around

them. His hipocratic oath I guess means nothing. MY MIND IS ALL BUT GONE

BECAUSE OF THIS DRUG. I TRY DAILY TO GET IT BACK. HOMICIDIAL IDEATION IS

KILLING ME. I would do ANYTHING to not think this way. I so much love

everyone, and this is so VERY different than my normal personality. I am glad

doctors can take an innocent person, one who

trusts him/her, and give them a drug that will destroy their lives. MEDICINE,

FDA, Doctors, BIG PHARMA can all be put in a large shuttle and fired toward the

sun, or better yet, these doctors and drug people can be force-fed their product

and withdrawn cold turkey. I wonder how many mass shootings we'd

have.......... I am so angry...... I just want to be like my old self. WILL I

EVER GET THERE, WILL THESE THOUGHTS GO AWAY???????? Will there be more people

out there that get duped like I did? What do I do now, where do I go

now??????>>

*** First and foremost -- stop reacting. You are caught in anger and rage.

This does not help you.

I don't get the impression that you are truly instituting a protocol that will

help you -- you are too busy being angry and scared. You're looking for a fast

way to resolve this. It doesn't exist.

Did you get the Cherry Plum Bach Flower Essence? What else have you been

doing?

Instead of asking if you will ever be better you need to TELL yourself you

will be better. You're letting this run all over you when what you need is to

show the determination not to let this win. This is a reaction most men have.

They seem to have very little patience and endurance for discomfort. Those who

fare best are those who accept where they are, have the determination to get

better, and address this physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

As soon as you stop fearing the thoughts you've had and vow NEVER to allow

these thoughts to dictate your actions, you will become empowered to get well.

Your fear interferes as much as your lack of patience and endurance.

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