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Amy,

I hope you are feeling better. I am so sorry you had such an awful day.

Tara

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Hi, everyone.

Yesterday was a really bad day for me. I did not check any e-mail--I didn't

even turn my computer on. We went to a friend's house for her birthday, and

there were tons of babies around. Her baby was born right after mine (1st

ep) was due, and someone else had a baby there that was born a week before

mine (2nd ep) was due. On top of that, there was much talk about going to

Korea. I was very overwhelmed by it all, and walked home.

Later on, I had to go to the er, and talked the dr out of admitting me. So,

it was just by sheer luck that I was able to sleep in my bed last night.

This morning my temp went up. I am only on day 11 of my cycle, which would

be my earliest o yet. I usually o around day 15, not day10. I just finished

clomid, took the last one on day 9--which also makes me think it's very odd,

bc I thought o was supposed to take place a week later, not a day. I am

hoping that my temp will be back down tomorrow morning, and the rise was

caused by a combination of events. You know, slept with the heater on,

blankets, and warm clothes, as well as the fact that I got up 3.5 hours

before taking my temp to go to my bed (fell asleep on the sofa). If not, I

don't know how good our chances would have been. We bd on Thursday, but

that's it. I don't know what happened to Friday, and last night we were so

exhausted from the er and everything else from the day that we just crashed

when we got home. So I have 1 try, 2 days earlier. Everyone, keep your

fingers crossed that my temp drops again. I want another chance to make a go

of it! I still haven't even finished the estrogen for this month. Does

anybody have any thoughts on why I may have ovulated early this month? I

just find it really strange. Let me know.

Well, I am going to go now. I shall be return later.

Amy

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goodluck I hope it drops and raises at the correct time. I remember those

days temp every morning a waking. then taking clomid which I did for 6

months no luck. You are in my prayers. Jerelyn

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Yeah, I did. They are home and doing just fine.

Ronnie

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> Has anyone heard from Joe and Carol since " Autumn in Carolina " ?

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Antony said:

<<Here is something scary. I wrote this and took it to my doctor when I first

had my horrible experience.

I thought if I wrote what I was experiencing I could cover it more thoroughly.

Starting at the beginning.

I came in to be evaluated for loosing sleep and being over-worried about a

pending deployment with my National Guard unit. I was prescribed Zoloft (20mg)

and generic Zanax to help me sleep. My prescription drug plan wouldn’t pay for

the Zoloft so I was forced to take generic Celexa (20mg). While on Celexa I

felt almost zombie like. I was able to sleep, and less depressed/anxious, but

I feel like I was like watching my life play out from a distance. I also had a

facial twitch, a lump in my throat, and weak immune system (had phenmonia in

Feb). So, I attempted to take my self off of the generic Celexa. This turned

out to be a large mistake. I am not sure what it does to the brain, but it

totally messed with mine.

Here is the most disturbing thing for me, I was watching a movie (some

Japanese horror flick lent to me by a friend) while I was off the generic

Celexa. I am not sure if I was in some sort of suggestive state of mind, but I

have had horrible thoughts since that movie, starting almost directly after I

watched the movie. These thoughts are always with me even now. They are

inappropriate, and I am always fighting them. The thoughts are not any

thoughts I would normally think, and I cannot get rid of them.

As a result of these thoughts I decided to go back on Celexa in the same

fashion I went on it the first time. Back was the facial twitch, the lump in

the throat, head ache every day, and the bad thoughts didn’t go away. I was

also losing sleep, which I attribute to the bad thoughts.

Since I was still losing sleep, and the Celexa didn’t help with my mood or

anything, I called your office and was put on a few other SSRI’s and other brain

chemical controllers. None of them helped, so I decided in July/August of 2005

to go off them completely. I slowly over a month, weaned myself off the

generic Celexa. Since August/September of last year I have been free and clear

of all of the drugs. However, the bad thoughts haven’t gone away. I

frequently wake up in the middle of the night and find it difficult to fall back

to sleep sometimes.

I have lost some time from work, and I have trouble focusing while at work. I

feel like I have lost control of my life, my thoughts, my everything. I feel

way more depressed than ever, and am afraid the bad thoughts will not go away.

This is really no way to live.

I have nothing to be stressed or depressed about any more in my life. I have

everything and more than I could ever want. Why do I feel this way, and will I

ever be back to normal?

What I would like to happen is….. I would like to know why I feel this way,

maybe have a CAT SCAN to see if I have weird brain activity, or what have you.

See if there is a chemical imbalance. I would do anything to be the person I

was two years ago. I want my life back. I want to feel again. I want to love

my wife, and family again. I want to feel happy. I want anything but to have

the inappropriate thoughts run over me. I would really like to do it

medication free. >>

** ** Tony, have you considered a hynotherapist?

How long did you take the White Chestnut and how often? Did you take it

straight or in water? It would not be unusual to have to treat with the flower

essence for a few months considering the severity of the problem.

Inability to cry or feel the emotions that would lead to crying is due to low

serotonin, not dopamine. The problem is that when you took a drug that

manipulates serotonin, in order to not be overloaded with serotonin some

serotonin receptors died. These almost always do not return. Now, you may be

producing a normal amount of serotonin but you hsve to few receptors to receive

it. The solution? Time and patience Your brain will adjust with time as long

as you give it the building blocks it needs to heal.

Regards,