Its Cindy

August 14, 2002

Hi ladies,

I am home still very much in pain and Oh man are stairs a chore. I can not do

alot until I see the asthma Dr tomorrow and they would like me to have a 24 hour

heart test also. My heart is acting funny. I am not sure what to think I am

scared and I can't work which will only make me worry more about things which I

am sure I do not need. I feel like I am letting my family down. I can't cook etc

and DH works 2 jobs so Its left to the kids, They choose there chores for today.

Brittany will do some Luandry Rissa will do the dishes and Ricky will make

Hotdogs and Mac for Dinner. Not the best Dinner but its something. Thanks to all

of you for Bearing with Rick. He is PC stupid I told him to click on the tubal

folder and click reply and then to click and type. He did well But the asthma

folder he couldnt find THANKS TONYA. He says he asked Tammy I said TONYA he said

well I added a few T names to make sure I got it, But I do not think that was

one of them. I read it in asthma group and dont remeber what he said. I am

suppose to be in bed taking it easy. I can not understand 2 things 1 how did I

get sick so fast and 2 how come noone knows whats wrong with me. I think its

scarier not knowing. I mean what if it is my heart can I carry another baby.

Please Pray its lungs I know that sounds bad too but I thought all the way home

what if I cant have MY baby.......... THanks for listening and caring I love all

you ladies as if we were born sisters. You are all great........... Thanks

Follow all your Dreams no matter how Big or How small..........~~

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