Guest guest Posted October 11, 2004 Report Share Posted October 11, 2004 Thanks Patti: I had my first visit today with the onocologist and it went good, well as good as it can. I felt comfortable with him and what he explained to me. I got next week to talk about getting my port put in, how do they do that and is it an in office visit? My chemo starts on 11/11, so I am getting geared up for it. I have my bone scan and MRI and a MUGA in the next two days. I am 46, divorced, I have a daughter 26 with three kids, he and family live in CA, I am in TN. I wish she were here. I don't have any family here, well not blood, but my church family and some other friends. God is good to me. I feel so all alone at times, and then there is a peace that comes over me. I know more than ever before that God is in control of every part of my life, he always was willing I just never let him. Well he has my attention now, and it feels good to lean on him. The load is much lighter, when you let him carry it. It is so good to meet people here and be able to share our cares and our feas and support one another. Thanks everyone. Ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 11, 2004 Report Share Posted October 11, 2004 Thanks Patti: I had my first visit today with the onocologist and it went good, well as good as it can. I felt comfortable with him and what he explained to me. I got next week to talk about getting my port put in, how do they do that and is it an in office visit? My chemo starts on 11/11, so I am getting geared up for it. I have my bone scan and MRI and a MUGA in the next two days. I am 46, divorced, I have a daughter 26 with three kids, he and family live in CA, I am in TN. I wish she were here. I don't have any family here, well not blood, but my church family and some other friends. God is good to me. I feel so all alone at times, and then there is a peace that comes over me. I know more than ever before that God is in control of every part of my life, he always was willing I just never let him. Well he has my attention now, and it feels good to lean on him. The load is much lighter, when you let him carry it. It is so good to meet people here and be able to share our cares and our feas and support one another. Thanks everyone. Ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 11, 2004 Report Share Posted October 11, 2004 Thanks Patti: I had my first visit today with the onocologist and it went good, well as good as it can. I felt comfortable with him and what he explained to me. I got next week to talk about getting my port put in, how do they do that and is it an in office visit? My chemo starts on 11/11, so I am getting geared up for it. I have my bone scan and MRI and a MUGA in the next two days. I am 46, divorced, I have a daughter 26 with three kids, he and family live in CA, I am in TN. I wish she were here. I don't have any family here, well not blood, but my church family and some other friends. God is good to me. I feel so all alone at times, and then there is a peace that comes over me. I know more than ever before that God is in control of every part of my life, he always was willing I just never let him. Well he has my attention now, and it feels good to lean on him. The load is much lighter, when you let him carry it. It is so good to meet people here and be able to share our cares and our feas and support one another. Thanks everyone. Ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 11, 2004 Report Share Posted October 11, 2004 Wonderful thoughts, Ren, I just came from a church prayer meeting, prayed a lot with the group's guidance and even got my mind off myself. Thought about joy of Christ, virtues I should be developing (as we were all guided by the leader), and prayed that I could have, well, " everything. " (Like why not? But that's too much.) However, I let God have it and I felt nothing but a sense of peace overcome me as I left. God IS good to us if we let him. Don't know what he has planned next though... Love, Janie > Thanks Patti: > > I had my first visit today with the onocologist and it went good, well as > good as it can. I felt comfortable with him and what he explained to me. I got > next week to talk about getting my port put in, how do they do that and is it > an in office visit? My chemo starts on 11/11, so I am getting geared up for > it. I have my bone scan and MRI and a MUGA in the next two days. I am 46, > divorced, I have a daughter 26 with three kids, he and family live in CA, I am in > TN. I wish she were here. I don't have any family here, well not blood, but > my church family and some other friends. God is good to me. I feel so all > alone at times, and then there is a peace that comes over me. I know more than > ever before that God is in control of every part of my life, he always was > willing I just never let him. Well he has my attention now, and it feels good > to lean on him. The load is much lighter, when you let him carry it. It is so > good to meet people here and be able to share our cares and our feas and > support one another. Thanks everyone. > > Ren Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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