Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

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mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana __________________________________________________

[Guest guest]

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana __________________________________________________

[Guest guest]

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana __________________________________________________

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Lucilla you will not be alone tomorrow....we will all be there in Spitit....Sissy is my little angel and she will be there for you giving you the hugg that youask for. so if you feel a touch on the arm or on your face at anytime tomorrow that will be Sissy....God doesn't have to be there in person for us to know He is there...we can feel his presence.....we are all here for you Angel Huggs and Prayers for you Lucilla free wrote:

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

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wrap your arms around yourself, squeeze real tight!!!! that's me hugging you close!!!!! my prays are with you all week my sister, I love you........healing hugs and prayers

from a michigan sister

Carol

-----Original Message-----From: Lucilla free Sent: Monday, June 14, 2004 12:32 AMTo: breastcancer2 Subject: Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

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[Guest guest]

wrap your arms around yourself, squeeze real tight!!!! that's me hugging you close!!!!! my prays are with you all week my sister, I love you........healing hugs and prayers

from a michigan sister

Carol

-----Original Message-----From: Lucilla free Sent: Monday, June 14, 2004 12:32 AMTo: breastcancer2 Subject: Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

__________________________________________________

[Guest guest]

wrap your arms around yourself, squeeze real tight!!!! that's me hugging you close!!!!! my prays are with you all week my sister, I love you........healing hugs and prayers

from a michigan sister

Carol

-----Original Message-----From: Lucilla free Sent: Monday, June 14, 2004 12:32 AMTo: breastcancer2 Subject: Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

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Lucilla,

Good luck tomorrow morning....

> Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed.

> That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can

still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are

not going to the east coast, or Italy.

> I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma

removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you.

> Jeana

>

[Guest guest]

Lucilla,

Good luck tomorrow morning....

> Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed.

> That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can

still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are

not going to the east coast, or Italy.

> I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma

removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you.

> Jeana

>

[Guest guest]

Lucilla,

Good luck tomorrow morning....

> Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed.

> That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can

still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are

not going to the east coast, or Italy.

> I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma

removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you.

> Jeana

>

[Guest guest]

Lucilla I'm sorry your sister didn't feel the same. You know that we will never walk away from you. God is God but a friend.....You are right God must have a plan for you in La. Dont feed Pinkie she is trying to reduce. hehe She will be there holding your hand. She can stay as long as you need her.

Hugs

Jeana

[Guest guest]

Lucilla I'm sorry your sister didn't feel the same. You know that we will never walk away from you. God is God but a friend.....You are right God must have a plan for you in La. Dont feed Pinkie she is trying to reduce. hehe She will be there holding your hand. She can stay as long as you need her.

Hugs

Jeana

[Guest guest]

Carol where have you been. Miss your posts.

Jeana

[Guest guest]

Carol where have you been. Miss your posts.

Jeana

[Guest guest]

Carol where have you been. Miss your posts.

Jeana

[Guest guest]

Lucilla I wonder why?????

[Guest guest]

Lucilla I wonder why?????

[Guest guest]

Lucilla,

Lots of prayers and angels going with you both days.

All but one of my friends deserted me when I was diagnosed. But then they wern't real friends as far as I am concerned. We all love you here so don't ever forget that.

Hugs

nne

Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://www.geocities.com/chucky5741/breastcancerpatients.html

Check out my breast cancer ornaments at:http://www.geocities.com/chucky5741/bcornament.htmlalso check out my other ornaments and lots of nice gifts at:http://www.cancerclub.com

Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

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[Guest guest]

How can I forget??

I love you all too, I want you girls know that!!!

Thank you for all the support! I'm getting ready to leave, my appointment for the mammogram is in 1 hour or so.

lots of hugs, blessings and love

Lucillamoochie@... wrote:

Lucilla,

Lots of prayers and angels going with you both days.

All but one of my friends deserted me when I was diagnosed. But then they wern't real friends as far as I am concerned. We all love you here so don't ever forget that.

Hugs

nne

Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://www.geocities.com/chucky5741/breastcancerpatients.html

Check out my breast cancer ornaments at:http://www.geocities.com/chucky5741/bcornament.htmlalso check out my other ornaments and lots of nice gifts at:http://www.cancerclub.com

Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

__________________________________________________

[Guest guest]

How can I forget??

I love you all too, I want you girls know that!!!

Thank you for all the support! I'm getting ready to leave, my appointment for the mammogram is in 1 hour or so.

lots of hugs, blessings and love

Lucillamoochie@... wrote:

Lucilla,

Lots of prayers and angels going with you both days.

All but one of my friends deserted me when I was diagnosed. But then they wern't real friends as far as I am concerned. We all love you here so don't ever forget that.

Hugs

nne

Breast Cancer Patients Soul Mates for Lifehttp://www.geocities.com/chucky5741/breastcancerpatients.html

Check out my breast cancer ornaments at:http://www.geocities.com/chucky5741/bcornament.htmlalso check out my other ornaments and lots of nice gifts at:http://www.cancerclub.com

Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....

mammogram tomorrow morning--monday

melanoma thursday morning

urgh

thank you girl...I'd love to have Pinkie around.

you know what? my soul sister told me "I'm not God", and she walked away when I was asking for emotional support. I believe friends are a personal way for God to let us know that He loves us....so He can hugs and touches us, using our friends.

I guess she doesn't think the same things, my soul sister. She said "go to God". Mmhh......I am a people person. I want a friend to pray God with, while she hugs me, she go for coffee with me, she chats at the phone with me, you know what I mean? God is God, up there in Heaven, and I praise Him ALL THE TIME for everything. But if I'm sad....I feel alone....I feel overwhelmed......I do need an hug, a smile, a "God is a prayer away, and I am a phone call away".

Today she slammed on my face "go to God", after church, while I was so happy because she was there worshipping the Lord with me. I felt so happy for 90 minutes, I have to say, and when we left church....."go to God". I know He, God, will be with me tomorrow during my mammogram.....what's wrong in wishing to have a friend also close to me to support? can God came to earth and be there in the mammogram room tomorrow, in person, white robe and everything? .hope not, or it will mean I'm dead....but a friend yes, she can be outside the room, praying with and for me, and then we can go coffee together. I thought so about her, but she said "go to God".

I feel stupid, I wonder why.

Ops.

No soul sister. I guess I'll save in gas diring the week end, mh? maybe the Lord has for me great plans in LA!

ASRGH. It hurt so much.

I am so grateful I have all of you, girls....my internet sisters. When I hug the monitor is a little bit cold :-), but it's ok, I know you girls are out there ALWAY for me, and I know you will came tomorrow, if you could. Same here, I want you to know that.

Praise the Lord for this list, we are Women, with a capital W.

x

Lucillahiyawaka@... wrote:

Lucilla when are you having the melanoma removed. That is so wonderful that you have found a soul sister. You can still call her and maybe see her on a weekend trip. At least you are not going to the east coast, or Italy. I will send my angel Pinkie to be with you as you have the melanoma removed and have your mammo. Great luck to you. Jeana

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hi Jeana, we are in the process of moving up north, 300 hundred miles away so we have been busy!~ but I have been reading all the email.....I am doing well, I have gotten a new doctor, my doctor has moved on to the skin cancer clinic so I had no choice.....its hard after almost 10 yrs of seeing the same dr.....but I do like my new doctor, she is going to start watching my markers, which my old doctor didn't do. she is gonna try to do this so I can get away from having a ct scan every 6 months.....I have mixed feeling about this because one person says its not reliable and the next person says it is....but I will put it in gods hands and he will take care of me......my mom will be moving in with us once we get established , she is 73, 74 in September and diabetic and I worry...plus this will save her money, we both right now live in the same trailer park and lot rent is going sky high.....we will be putting a modular on our 10 acres up north, big enough for all of us, that way if she needs to be taken care of I will be there or vise versa......well that's enough for now, I have laundry to do for I am going up north to take care of my sister n law, she is having a hysterectomy a week from today..........I am no longer working, the 29th of may was my last day....I miss it already even though I only worked 2 days a week.......well you take care, love you sister....

hugs

Carol

-----Original Message-----From: hiyawaka@... Sent: Monday, June 14, 2004 12:12 PMTo: breastcancer2 Subject: Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....Carol where have you been. Miss your posts. Jeana

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hi Jeana, we are in the process of moving up north, 300 hundred miles away so we have been busy!~ but I have been reading all the email.....I am doing well, I have gotten a new doctor, my doctor has moved on to the skin cancer clinic so I had no choice.....its hard after almost 10 yrs of seeing the same dr.....but I do like my new doctor, she is going to start watching my markers, which my old doctor didn't do. she is gonna try to do this so I can get away from having a ct scan every 6 months.....I have mixed feeling about this because one person says its not reliable and the next person says it is....but I will put it in gods hands and he will take care of me......my mom will be moving in with us once we get established , she is 73, 74 in September and diabetic and I worry...plus this will save her money, we both right now live in the same trailer park and lot rent is going sky high.....we will be putting a modular on our 10 acres up north, big enough for all of us, that way if she needs to be taken care of I will be there or vise versa......well that's enough for now, I have laundry to do for I am going up north to take care of my sister n law, she is having a hysterectomy a week from today..........I am no longer working, the 29th of may was my last day....I miss it already even though I only worked 2 days a week.......well you take care, love you sister....

hugs

Carol

-----Original Message-----From: hiyawaka@... Sent: Monday, June 14, 2004 12:12 PMTo: breastcancer2 Subject: Re: share/ JEANA and whoever has an opinion....Carol where have you been. Miss your posts. Jeana

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Carol glad that everything is ok with you. I know about the Dr, mine is quitting this month, and I will be geting a new one. I really hate that. Glad to hear that your new one will keep track of the markers. Hugs

Jeana

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Carol glad that everything is ok with you. I know about the Dr, mine is quitting this month, and I will be geting a new one. I really hate that. Glad to hear that your new one will keep track of the markers. Hugs

Jeana

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-lucille

i am sending my angel with you as well a sprayers and to tell you

girl i know how you feel i do besides my tiny on my husband side of

the family i got no supoport from none when i brought my bc up was

like it was a contagious disesae one dsy tiny said cheryl you know

what makes me mad at cliffs family you didnt get the healing process

and be able to heal from this you kept it in you scared to talk about

it becaus eof their remearks ,you talk with clif fand regina your

family but still you clamp up when the other made remarks to you and

when i meant marainne i was on my way to be 6 yr bc free and i say

this i felt so good finally could talk to other woman who been

through or was going through what i did i experience a relief there

wer ethings i would talk with cliff and regina and lot tiny but

mainly cliff becaus eif something wasnt right was scared to tell tiny

anbd regina and when i came here lot relief in my mind on things that

i did experince nad now anybody going through breast cancer your

family is your best support the love form them which i did get from

my family--but you also need friends who has or going through breast

cancer get in a support grp it will do you good you see a lot what

you experincing and they say yes i had that makes your mind so much

clear and i say this support grp here is the best i ever to know i

love this grp dont know how the other are but i know this one and if

i can set one woman mind not to have fear with this disease it all

worth it to be part of this wonderful grp

hang in there lucille praying for you sweetie In

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