Re:HELEN... Hello Everyone !!!

[Guest guest]

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONE

UNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TO

SEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGET

WHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOU

TAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

Hello Everyone!!!

I'm So sorry I haven't been around here for anyone the last six weeks. I have been having so many unhappy days ( I have heard tonight that some of our family members on here have lost loved ones, and I am SO SORRY, I was not here to help you through your times of saddness ( Please Forgive Me ! My Condolances to all that this affects. I really don't know who you are that have lost your loved ones. I know of Billie and Jo and Sharron, I was told there was one more. Somehow I missed you and I am so sorry. Please accept my Condolances on your loss.

{{{ Blessed Hugs }}}

Helen

HAPPY AUTUMN

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ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONE

UNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TO

SEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGET

WHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOU

TAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

Hello Everyone!!!

I'm So sorry I haven't been around here for anyone the last six weeks. I have been having so many unhappy days ( I have heard tonight that some of our family members on here have lost loved ones, and I am SO SORRY, I was not here to help you through your times of saddness ( Please Forgive Me ! My Condolances to all that this affects. I really don't know who you are that have lost your loved ones. I know of Billie and Jo and Sharron, I was told there was one more. Somehow I missed you and I am so sorry. Please accept my Condolances on your loss.

{{{ Blessed Hugs }}}

Helen

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONE

UNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TO

SEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGET

WHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOU

TAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

Hello Everyone!!!

I'm So sorry I haven't been around here for anyone the last six weeks. I have been having so many unhappy days ( I have heard tonight that some of our family members on here have lost loved ones, and I am SO SORRY, I was not here to help you through your times of saddness ( Please Forgive Me ! My Condolances to all that this affects. I really don't know who you are that have lost your loved ones. I know of Billie and Jo and Sharron, I was told there was one more. Somehow I missed you and I am so sorry. Please accept my Condolances on your loss.

{{{ Blessed Hugs }}}

Helen

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN DEAR---OF COURSE WE

UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVE NOT

BEEN AROUND MUCH

YOU HAVE ALOT ON YOUR PLATE

RIGHT NOW TO DEAL WITH

MY PRAYERS AND GOOD THOUGHTS

ARE WITH YOU AND THOSE POOR

CHILDREN EVERY DAY!!

PLEASE KEEP US INFORMED AS TO

WHAT IS GOING ON!!

WE ARE WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND

THE GIRLS

LOVE BETSY

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONE

UNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TO

SEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGET

WHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOU

TAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

[Guest guest]

HELEN DEAR---OF COURSE WE

UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVE NOT

BEEN AROUND MUCH

YOU HAVE ALOT ON YOUR PLATE

RIGHT NOW TO DEAL WITH

MY PRAYERS AND GOOD THOUGHTS

ARE WITH YOU AND THOSE POOR

CHILDREN EVERY DAY!!

PLEASE KEEP US INFORMED AS TO

WHAT IS GOING ON!!

WE ARE WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND

THE GIRLS

LOVE BETSY

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONE

UNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TO

SEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGET

WHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOU

TAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

[Guest guest]

HELEN DEAR---OF COURSE WE

UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVE NOT

BEEN AROUND MUCH

YOU HAVE ALOT ON YOUR PLATE

RIGHT NOW TO DEAL WITH

MY PRAYERS AND GOOD THOUGHTS

ARE WITH YOU AND THOSE POOR

CHILDREN EVERY DAY!!

PLEASE KEEP US INFORMED AS TO

WHAT IS GOING ON!!

WE ARE WORRIED ABOUT YOU AND

THE GIRLS

LOVE BETSY

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONE

UNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TO

SEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGET

WHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOU

TAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

[Guest guest]

CASSANDRA HAD STREP, NOW SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE DOCS TUES. AND SHE HAS AN EAR INFECTION AND THEY DID ANOTHER SWAB OF THE THROAT FOR STREP AS HER TONSILS ARE STILL VERY SWOLLEN. BRE ANNE WAS SICK TODAY WHEN WE PICKED HER UP AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT!!! I COULD SEE IT IN HER LITTLE FACE. WE GOT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE ATE A LITTLE SUPPER THEN VOMITTED IT UP. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET THEM FROM SCHOOL AT 3:30, BUT HIM BEING THE nice PERSON HE IS WILL NOT ALLOW THE SCHOOL OR DAY CARES TO LET US GET THEM SO ON THURSDAY WE HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4:30 AND ON TUESDAYS WE HAVE TO WAIT TIL 5:15 AND WE HAVE TO HAVE THEM BACK BY 7:30, SO THAT GIVES US NO TIME TO GET BACK TO OUR HOUSE AS WE ARE AN HOUR ROUND TRIP FROM WHERE THEY ARE. SO I FIX THEIR SUPPER IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN WE GO TO MY GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND WARM IT UP THERE AND THEN THEY HAVE TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK ACCORDING TO THEIR FATHER AS THEY DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT AT HIS HOUSE, IF THEY ARE LUCKY THEN WE HAVE ABOUT 20 TO 30 MIN'S. TO PLAY WITH THEM !!!!!!!! BUT IT IS STILL GREAT TO SEE THEM EVEN FOR A SMALL TIME... I STILL HAVEN'T HEARD FROM OUR LAWYER ABOUT ALL THIS THAT HE IS DEFYING COURT ORDER NOT LETTING US GET THEM AFTER SCHOOL TILL HE SAYS!!! THE GIRLS LAWYER IS WHO DEMANDED THAT WE GET TO SEE THEM MORE OFTEN AS JUST EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WAS NOT GOOD FOR THEM AS THEY ARE SUFFERING BAD FROM ALL THIS ( THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO BAD... ALL THEY DO IS BEG US TO NOT TAKE THEM BACK THERE, WE FEEL SO HELPLESS... WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THEM AND NOW WE CAN'T DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT, TILL IT GOES BACK TO COURT WHICH I PRAY WILL BE REAL SOON, AS HE IS PLAYING WITH THIER MINDS BAD. SAEDI ASKED ME WHY THEY WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND THANKSGIVING AND I TOLD HER THAT WAS A LONG WAYS OFF, SHE SAID DADDY TOLD THEM THAT THEY WILL NEVER SPEND ANOTHER HOLIDAY WITH US AGAIN... THEY WERE ALL CRYING, THEY WANT TO BE HOME SO SANTA CLAUS KNOWS WHERE THEY ARE AT AND TELL HIM THEY ARE NOT BAD GIRLS ( I TOLD THEM THEY ARE NEVER BAD GIRLS AND THAT IS A LONG WAYS AWAY YET. I CAN'T TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON AND HE IS FILLING THEIR POOR LITTLE MINDS WITH ALL THIS GARBAGE, IT'S JUST NOT FARE, I AM SO WORRIED WHAT THIS IS DOING TO THEM, THEY USED TO BE SO HAPPY, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD, EXCEPT WHO WAS GOING TO GET THE BIGGEST COOKIE !!! NOW ALL THEY DO IS WORRY AND CRY...

I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE JESUS AND US IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY CAN ALWAYS TALK TO GOD... BUT DADDY DOESN'T LET THEM SAY THEIR PRAYERS ANYMORE ( I TOLD THEM THEY CAN TALK TO JESUS WHERE EVER THEY WERE, IF THEY FELT BETTER THEN WAIT TILL HE LEFT THERE ROOM AT NIGHT AND THEY CAN TALK TO GOD IN WHISPERS AS HE WILL HEAR THEM, AND THAT GOT SMILES...THEY ARE SO ALONE...THEY JUST TURNED 7 - 6 - AND 4 THIS YEAR !!! I MIGHT ONLY BE GRMA, BUT I HAVE RAISED THEM SINSE BIRTH AND THEY KNOW NO OTHER HOME BUT HERE!!! HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER TAKE THEM FROM HERE AND HE DID SO BY LYING TO THEM AND US..

SORRY FOR GOING ON, I'M AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE...THIS NIGHTMARE HAS GOT TO END SOON !!!

{{{ MANY HUGS }}}

HELEN

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONEUNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TOSEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGETWHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOUTAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

HAPPY AUTUMN

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[Guest guest]

THANKS BETSY, I MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH !!!

I SEE THAT YOU HAVE A LOT TO DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW !!! YOU TAKE AS EASY AS YOU CAN AND KEEP US IN TOUCH...

[[[[[ HEALTHY HUGS ]]]]]

HELEN

HELEN DEAR---OF COURSE WE UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVE NOTBEEN AROUND MUCHYOU HAVE ALOT ON YOUR PLATERIGHT NOW TO DEAL WITHMY PRAYERS AND GOOD THOUGHTSARE WITH YOU AND THOSE POORCHILDREN EVERY DAY!!PLEASE KEEP US INFORMED AS TOWHAT IS GOING ON!!WE ARE WORRIED ABOUT YOU ANDTHE GIRLSLOVE BETSY

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COLORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEM

IN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVE

THEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURN

THEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THE

TAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUT

WHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKE

A COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF A

JUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSE

BABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSING

THEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORD

BECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEED

TO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THAT

WILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HS

MOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERY

WORD. LUV U JO

                              

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CASSANDRA HAD STREP, NOW SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE DOCS TUES. AND SHE HAS AN EAR INFECTION AND THEY DID ANOTHER SWAB OF THE THROAT FOR STREP AS HER TONSILS ARE STILL VERY SWOLLEN. BRE ANNE WAS SICK TODAY WHEN WE PICKED HER UP AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT!!! I COULD SEE IT IN HER LITTLE FACE. WE GOT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE ATE A LITTLE SUPPER THEN VOMITTED IT UP. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET THEM FROM SCHOOL AT 3:30, BUT HIM BEING THE nice PERSON HE IS WILL NOT ALLOW THE SCHOOL OR DAY CARES TO LET US GET THEM SO ON THURSDAY WE HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4:30 AND ON TUESDAYS WE HAVE TO WAIT TIL 5:15 AND WE HAVE TO HAVE THEM BACK BY 7:30, SO THAT GIVES US NO TIME TO GET BACK TO OUR HOUSE AS WE ARE AN HOUR ROUND TRIP FROM WHERE THEY ARE. SO I FIX THEIR SUPPER IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN WE GO TO MY GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND WARM IT UP THERE AND THEN THEY HAVE TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK AC!

CORDING TO THEIR FATHER AS THEY DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT AT HIS HOUSE, IF THEY ARE LUCKY THEN WE HAVE ABOUT 20 TO 30 MIN'S. TO PLAY WITH THEM !!!!!!!! BUT IT IS STILL GREAT TO SEE THEM EVEN FOR A SMALL TIME... I STILL HAVEN'T HEARD FROM OUR LAWYER ABOUT ALL THIS THAT HE IS DEFYING COURT ORDER NOT LETTING US GET THEM AFTER SCHOOL TILL HE SAYS!!! THE GIRLS LAWYER IS WHO DEMANDED THAT WE GET TO SEE THEM MORE OFTEN AS JUST EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WAS NOT GOOD FOR THEM AS THEY ARE SUFFERING BAD FROM ALL THIS ( THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO BAD... ALL THEY DO IS BEG US TO NOT TAKE THEM BACK THERE, WE FEEL SO HELPLESS... WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THEM AND NOW WE CAN'T DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT, TILL IT GOES BACK TO COURT WHICH I PRAY WILL BE REAL SOON, AS HE IS PLAYING WITH THIER MINDS BAD. SAEDI ASKED ME WHY THEY WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND THANKSGIVING AND I TOLD HER THAT WAS A LONG WAYS OFF, SHE SAID DADDY TOLD THEM THAT THEY WILL NEVER SPEND ANOTHER!

HOLIDAY WITH US AGAIN... THEY WERE ALL CRYING, THEY WANT TO BE HOME SO SANTA CLAUS KNOWS WHERE THEY ARE AT AND TELL HIM THEY ARE NOT BAD GIRLS ( I TOLD THEM THEY ARE NEVER BAD GIRLS AND THAT IS A LONG WAYS AWAY YET. I CAN'T TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON AND HE IS FILLING THEIR POOR LITTLE MINDS WITH ALL THIS GARBAGE, IT'S JUST NOT FARE, I AM SO WORRIED WHAT THIS IS DOING TO THEM, THEY USED TO BE SO HAPPY, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD, EXCEPT WHO WAS GOING TO GET THE BIGGEST COOKIE !!! NOW ALL THEY DO IS WORRY AND CRY...

I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE JESUS AND US IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY CAN ALWAYS TALK TO GOD... BUT DADDY DOESN'T LET THEM SAY THEIR PRAYERS ANYMORE ( I TOLD THEM THEY CAN TALK TO JESUS WHERE EVER THEY WERE, IF THEY FELT BETTER THEN WAIT TILL HE LEFT THERE ROOM AT NIGHT AND THEY CAN TALK TO GOD IN WHISPERS AS HE WILL HEAR THEM, AND THAT GOT SMILES...THEY ARE SO ALONE...THEY JUST TURNED 7 - 6 - AND 4 THIS YEAR !!! I MIGHT ONLY BE GRMA, BUT I HAVE RAISED THEM SINSE BIRTH AND THEY KNOW NO OTHER HOME BUT HERE!!! HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER TAKE THEM FROM HERE AND HE DID SO BY LYING TO THEM AND US..

SORRY FOR GOING ON, I'M AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE...THIS NIGHTMARE HAS GOT TO END SOON !!!

{{{ MANY HUGS }}}

HELEN

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONEUNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TOSEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGETWHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOUTAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEM

IN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVE

THEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURN

THEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THE

TAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUT

WHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKE

A COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF A

JUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSE

BABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSING

THEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORD

BECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEED

TO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THAT

WILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HS

MOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERY

WORD. LUV U JO

                              

http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

CASSANDRA HAD STREP, NOW SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE DOCS TUES. AND SHE HAS AN EAR INFECTION AND THEY DID ANOTHER SWAB OF THE THROAT FOR STREP AS HER TONSILS ARE STILL VERY SWOLLEN. BRE ANNE WAS SICK TODAY WHEN WE PICKED HER UP AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT!!! I COULD SEE IT IN HER LITTLE FACE. WE GOT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE ATE A LITTLE SUPPER THEN VOMITTED IT UP. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET THEM FROM SCHOOL AT 3:30, BUT HIM BEING THE nice PERSON HE IS WILL NOT ALLOW THE SCHOOL OR DAY CARES TO LET US GET THEM SO ON THURSDAY WE HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4:30 AND ON TUESDAYS WE HAVE TO WAIT TIL 5:15 AND WE HAVE TO HAVE THEM BACK BY 7:30, SO THAT GIVES US NO TIME TO GET BACK TO OUR HOUSE AS WE ARE AN HOUR ROUND TRIP FROM WHERE THEY ARE. SO I FIX THEIR SUPPER IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN WE GO TO MY GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND WARM IT UP THERE AND THEN THEY HAVE TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK AC!

CORDING TO THEIR FATHER AS THEY DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT AT HIS HOUSE, IF THEY ARE LUCKY THEN WE HAVE ABOUT 20 TO 30 MIN'S. TO PLAY WITH THEM !!!!!!!! BUT IT IS STILL GREAT TO SEE THEM EVEN FOR A SMALL TIME... I STILL HAVEN'T HEARD FROM OUR LAWYER ABOUT ALL THIS THAT HE IS DEFYING COURT ORDER NOT LETTING US GET THEM AFTER SCHOOL TILL HE SAYS!!! THE GIRLS LAWYER IS WHO DEMANDED THAT WE GET TO SEE THEM MORE OFTEN AS JUST EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WAS NOT GOOD FOR THEM AS THEY ARE SUFFERING BAD FROM ALL THIS ( THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO BAD... ALL THEY DO IS BEG US TO NOT TAKE THEM BACK THERE, WE FEEL SO HELPLESS... WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THEM AND NOW WE CAN'T DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT, TILL IT GOES BACK TO COURT WHICH I PRAY WILL BE REAL SOON, AS HE IS PLAYING WITH THIER MINDS BAD. SAEDI ASKED ME WHY THEY WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND THANKSGIVING AND I TOLD HER THAT WAS A LONG WAYS OFF, SHE SAID DADDY TOLD THEM THAT THEY WILL NEVER SPEND ANOTHER!

HOLIDAY WITH US AGAIN... THEY WERE ALL CRYING, THEY WANT TO BE HOME SO SANTA CLAUS KNOWS WHERE THEY ARE AT AND TELL HIM THEY ARE NOT BAD GIRLS ( I TOLD THEM THEY ARE NEVER BAD GIRLS AND THAT IS A LONG WAYS AWAY YET. I CAN'T TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON AND HE IS FILLING THEIR POOR LITTLE MINDS WITH ALL THIS GARBAGE, IT'S JUST NOT FARE, I AM SO WORRIED WHAT THIS IS DOING TO THEM, THEY USED TO BE SO HAPPY, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD, EXCEPT WHO WAS GOING TO GET THE BIGGEST COOKIE !!! NOW ALL THEY DO IS WORRY AND CRY...

I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE JESUS AND US IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY CAN ALWAYS TALK TO GOD... BUT DADDY DOESN'T LET THEM SAY THEIR PRAYERS ANYMORE ( I TOLD THEM THEY CAN TALK TO JESUS WHERE EVER THEY WERE, IF THEY FELT BETTER THEN WAIT TILL HE LEFT THERE ROOM AT NIGHT AND THEY CAN TALK TO GOD IN WHISPERS AS HE WILL HEAR THEM, AND THAT GOT SMILES...THEY ARE SO ALONE...THEY JUST TURNED 7 - 6 - AND 4 THIS YEAR !!! I MIGHT ONLY BE GRMA, BUT I HAVE RAISED THEM SINSE BIRTH AND THEY KNOW NO OTHER HOME BUT HERE!!! HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER TAKE THEM FROM HERE AND HE DID SO BY LYING TO THEM AND US..

SORRY FOR GOING ON, I'M AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE...THIS NIGHTMARE HAS GOT TO END SOON !!!

{{{ MANY HUGS }}}

HELEN

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONEUNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TOSEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGETWHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOUTAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

JO-- WOULD TAPES BE ALLOWED TO BE GIVEN AS PROOF IN A COURT??? OR IS THAT TRICKERY??? I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT IS WRONG TO DO AS THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO MUCH, AND I DON'T WANT TO MESS IT UP FOR THEM OR US...YOU ARE A SWEETHEART!!! I HEAR YOUR WORDS ABOUT HIM!!! I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET TO HIS LEVEL OF ACTIONS...MY MIND IS FULL OF ALL THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARDS HIM AND IT JUST ISN'T GOOD...I'M AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING OUT LOUD ABOUT HIM AS I DON'T WANT GOD MADE AT ME, SO I TRY REAL HARD TO BE QUIET...HAVE DONE A LOT OF TALKING TO MYSELF THOUGH AND THATS NOT GOOD...I WAS TRYING TO CUT SOME QUILT SQUARES LAST WEEK OUT, AS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, AS JUST SITTING AROUND WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING IS DRIVING ME NUTS...BUT AFTER A WHILE OF CUTTING SQUARES I HAD TO STOP, I HAD ALREADY CUT MYSELF THREE TIMES FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I WAS DOING AS I USE A ROTARY CUTTER...MY MIND IS ALWAYS ON THE GIRLS...NO MATTER WHAT I DO MY MIND IS ON THEM...

YOU HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT OF THIS JO AND I THANK-YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!!! BLESSED HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND !!!

LOVE YA

HELEN

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEMIN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVETHEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURNTHEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THETAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUTWHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKEA COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF AJUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSEBABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSINGTHEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORDBECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEEDTO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THATWILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HSMOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERYWORD. LUV U JO

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COLORS

[Guest guest]

JO-- WOULD TAPES BE ALLOWED TO BE GIVEN AS PROOF IN A COURT??? OR IS THAT TRICKERY??? I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT IS WRONG TO DO AS THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO MUCH, AND I DON'T WANT TO MESS IT UP FOR THEM OR US...YOU ARE A SWEETHEART!!! I HEAR YOUR WORDS ABOUT HIM!!! I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET TO HIS LEVEL OF ACTIONS...MY MIND IS FULL OF ALL THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARDS HIM AND IT JUST ISN'T GOOD...I'M AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING OUT LOUD ABOUT HIM AS I DON'T WANT GOD MADE AT ME, SO I TRY REAL HARD TO BE QUIET...HAVE DONE A LOT OF TALKING TO MYSELF THOUGH AND THATS NOT GOOD...I WAS TRYING TO CUT SOME QUILT SQUARES LAST WEEK OUT, AS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, AS JUST SITTING AROUND WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING IS DRIVING ME NUTS...BUT AFTER A WHILE OF CUTTING SQUARES I HAD TO STOP, I HAD ALREADY CUT MYSELF THREE TIMES FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I WAS DOING AS I USE A ROTARY CUTTER...MY MIND IS ALWAYS ON THE GIRLS...NO MATTER WHAT I DO MY MIND IS ON THEM...

YOU HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT OF THIS JO AND I THANK-YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!!! BLESSED HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND !!!

LOVE YA

HELEN

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEMIN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVETHEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURNTHEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THETAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUTWHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKEA COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF AJUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSEBABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSINGTHEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORDBECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEEDTO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THATWILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HSMOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERYWORD. LUV U JO

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[Guest guest]

ALL I CAN DO IS CRY ANYMORE...TEARS JUST FLOW DOWN MY FACE FOR NO REASON AT TIMES AS I KNOW MY BABIES ARE HURTING AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, BESIDES WHAT WE ARE DOING THE LEGAL WAY...THANKS KAREN...THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING HERE...

LOVE YA

HELEN

OH, HELEN !!! THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT THAT, THAT, ASSHOLE !!!!! (SORRY, YAKNOW I DONT SWEAR HERE !!) BUT THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT HIM THE MORE I HATEHIM.... AND I DONT HATE ANYONE !!! NOT EVEN MY EX !!!! HIS LYING TOTHOSE SWEETHEARTS LIKE THAT IS THE BIGGEST SIN !!!!! OH HE WILL PAY, ANDPAY DEARLY FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE !!! THE LORD DOES NOT WANT HIS LITTLEONES HURT !!!!!! THEY ARE SOOOO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU ! I'M SURE WHEN ITSOVER, AND THEY ARE BACK WITH YOU, THET'LL GET BACK TO THEIR OLD SELVES,HON !! BUT IT WILL TAKE AWHILE !!! HANG IN THERE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

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[Guest guest]

THANKS JO, I WILL SEE HOW MUCH THEY ARE AND SEE IF I CAN GET ONE...

HUGS HELEN

YES HELEN TAPES ARE ALOUD IF THEY ARE NOT SET UP. IF YOU DON'T TELL THEGIRLS AND THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM. EVEN TAKE ONE WITH YOU WHEN YOUGO TO PICK UP THE GIRLS AT SCHOOL AND AT DAYCARE. IF YOU HAVE EVERYTHINGHE IS DOING WRONG AND THE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM IS BROKEN OFF SO IT CANNOT BE TAMPERED WITH. EVEN TAPE THE TIMES YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM ANDYOU TAKE THE GIRLS HOME. IF THE WHOLETHING IS TAPED THEN THERE ISNOTHING HE CAN DO OR SAY EXCEPT THAT IT IS HIM OR HER ON THE TAPE. HECAN'T DENY IT. LUV U JO

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ENJOY THE COLORS

[Guest guest]

OH, HELEN !!! THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT THAT, THAT, ASSHOLE !!!!! (SORRY, YA

KNOW I DONT SWEAR HERE !!) BUT THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT HIM THE MORE I HATE

HIM.... AND I DONT HATE ANYONE !!! NOT EVEN MY EX !!!! HIS LYING TO

THOSE SWEETHEARTS LIKE THAT IS THE BIGGEST SIN !!!!! OH HE WILL PAY, AND

PAY DEARLY FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE !!! THE LORD DOES NOT WANT HIS LITTLE

ONES HURT !!!!!! THEY ARE SOOOO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU ! I'M SURE WHEN ITS

OVER, AND THEY ARE BACK WITH YOU, THET'LL GET BACK TO THEIR OLD SELVES,

HON !! BUT IT WILL TAKE AWHILE !!! HANG IN THERE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

CASSANDRA HAD STREP, NOW SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE DOCS TUES. AND SHE HAS AN EAR INFECTION AND THEY DID ANOTHER SWAB OF THE THROAT FOR STREP AS HER TONSILS ARE STILL VERY SWOLLEN. BRE ANNE WAS SICK TODAY WHEN WE PICKED HER UP AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT!!! I COULD SEE IT IN HER LITTLE FACE. WE GOT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE ATE A LITTLE SUPPER THEN VOMITTED IT UP. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET THEM FROM SCHOOL AT 3:30, BUT HIM BEING THE nice PERSON HE IS WILL NOT ALLOW THE SCHOOL OR DAY CARES TO LET US GET THEM SO ON THURSDAY WE HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4:30 AND ON TUESDAYS WE HAVE TO WAIT TIL 5:15 AND WE HAVE TO HAVE THEM BACK BY 7:30, SO THAT GIVES US NO TIME TO GET BACK TO OUR HOUSE AS WE ARE AN HOUR ROUND TRIP FROM WHERE THEY ARE. SO I FIX THEIR SUPPER IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN WE GO TO MY GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND WARM IT UP THERE AND THEN THEY HAVE TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK AC!

CORDING TO THEIR FATHER AS THEY DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT AT HIS HOUSE, IF THEY ARE LUCKY THEN WE HAVE ABOUT 20 TO 30 MIN'S. TO PLAY WITH THEM !!!!!!!! BUT IT IS STILL GREAT TO SEE THEM EVEN FOR A SMALL TIME... I STILL HAVEN'T HEARD FROM OUR LAWYER ABOUT ALL THIS THAT HE IS DEFYING COURT ORDER NOT LETTING US GET THEM AFTER SCHOOL TILL HE SAYS!!! THE GIRLS LAWYER IS WHO DEMANDED THAT WE GET TO SEE THEM MORE OFTEN AS JUST EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WAS NOT GOOD FOR THEM AS THEY ARE SUFFERING BAD FROM ALL THIS ( THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO BAD... ALL THEY DO IS BEG US TO NOT TAKE THEM BACK THERE, WE FEEL SO HELPLESS... WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THEM AND NOW WE CAN'T DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT, TILL IT GOES BACK TO COURT WHICH I PRAY WILL BE REAL SOON, AS HE IS PLAYING WITH THIER MINDS BAD. SAEDI ASKED ME WHY THEY WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND THANKSGIVING AND I TOLD HER THAT WAS A LONG WAYS OFF, SHE SAID DADDY TOLD THEM THAT THEY WILL NEVER SPEND ANOTHER!

HOLIDAY WITH US AGAIN... THEY WERE ALL CRYING, THEY WANT TO BE HOME SO SANTA CLAUS KNOWS WHERE THEY ARE AT AND TELL HIM THEY ARE NOT BAD GIRLS ( I TOLD THEM THEY ARE NEVER BAD GIRLS AND THAT IS A LONG WAYS AWAY YET. I CAN'T TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON AND HE IS FILLING THEIR POOR LITTLE MINDS WITH ALL THIS GARBAGE, IT'S JUST NOT FARE, I AM SO WORRIED WHAT THIS IS DOING TO THEM, THEY USED TO BE SO HAPPY, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD, EXCEPT WHO WAS GOING TO GET THE BIGGEST COOKIE !!! NOW ALL THEY DO IS WORRY AND CRY...

I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE JESUS AND US IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY CAN ALWAYS TALK TO GOD... BUT DADDY DOESN'T LET THEM SAY THEIR PRAYERS ANYMORE ( I TOLD THEM THEY CAN TALK TO JESUS WHERE EVER THEY WERE, IF THEY FELT BETTER THEN WAIT TILL HE LEFT THERE ROOM AT NIGHT AND THEY CAN TALK TO GOD IN WHISPERS AS HE WILL HEAR THEM, AND THAT GOT SMILES...THEY ARE SO ALONE...THEY JUST TURNED 7 - 6 - AND 4 THIS YEAR !!! I MIGHT ONLY BE GRMA, BUT I HAVE RAISED THEM SINSE BIRTH AND THEY KNOW NO OTHER HOME BUT HERE!!! HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER TAKE THEM FROM HERE AND HE DID SO BY LYING TO THEM AND US..

SORRY FOR GOING ON, I'M AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE...THIS NIGHTMARE HAS GOT TO END SOON !!!

{{{ MANY HUGS }}}

HELEN

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONEUNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TOSEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGETWHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOUTAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

OH, HELEN !!! THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT THAT, THAT, ASSHOLE !!!!! (SORRY, YA

KNOW I DONT SWEAR HERE !!) BUT THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT HIM THE MORE I HATE

HIM.... AND I DONT HATE ANYONE !!! NOT EVEN MY EX !!!! HIS LYING TO

THOSE SWEETHEARTS LIKE THAT IS THE BIGGEST SIN !!!!! OH HE WILL PAY, AND

PAY DEARLY FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE !!! THE LORD DOES NOT WANT HIS LITTLE

ONES HURT !!!!!! THEY ARE SOOOO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU ! I'M SURE WHEN ITS

OVER, AND THEY ARE BACK WITH YOU, THET'LL GET BACK TO THEIR OLD SELVES,

HON !! BUT IT WILL TAKE AWHILE !!! HANG IN THERE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

CASSANDRA HAD STREP, NOW SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE DOCS TUES. AND SHE HAS AN EAR INFECTION AND THEY DID ANOTHER SWAB OF THE THROAT FOR STREP AS HER TONSILS ARE STILL VERY SWOLLEN. BRE ANNE WAS SICK TODAY WHEN WE PICKED HER UP AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT!!! I COULD SEE IT IN HER LITTLE FACE. WE GOT TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE ATE A LITTLE SUPPER THEN VOMITTED IT UP. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET THEM FROM SCHOOL AT 3:30, BUT HIM BEING THE nice PERSON HE IS WILL NOT ALLOW THE SCHOOL OR DAY CARES TO LET US GET THEM SO ON THURSDAY WE HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4:30 AND ON TUESDAYS WE HAVE TO WAIT TIL 5:15 AND WE HAVE TO HAVE THEM BACK BY 7:30, SO THAT GIVES US NO TIME TO GET BACK TO OUR HOUSE AS WE ARE AN HOUR ROUND TRIP FROM WHERE THEY ARE. SO I FIX THEIR SUPPER IN THE AFTERNOON AND THEN WE GO TO MY GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND WARM IT UP THERE AND THEN THEY HAVE TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK AC!

CORDING TO THEIR FATHER AS THEY DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT AT HIS HOUSE, IF THEY ARE LUCKY THEN WE HAVE ABOUT 20 TO 30 MIN'S. TO PLAY WITH THEM !!!!!!!! BUT IT IS STILL GREAT TO SEE THEM EVEN FOR A SMALL TIME... I STILL HAVEN'T HEARD FROM OUR LAWYER ABOUT ALL THIS THAT HE IS DEFYING COURT ORDER NOT LETTING US GET THEM AFTER SCHOOL TILL HE SAYS!!! THE GIRLS LAWYER IS WHO DEMANDED THAT WE GET TO SEE THEM MORE OFTEN AS JUST EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WAS NOT GOOD FOR THEM AS THEY ARE SUFFERING BAD FROM ALL THIS ( THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO BAD... ALL THEY DO IS BEG US TO NOT TAKE THEM BACK THERE, WE FEEL SO HELPLESS... WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THEM AND NOW WE CAN'T DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT, TILL IT GOES BACK TO COURT WHICH I PRAY WILL BE REAL SOON, AS HE IS PLAYING WITH THIER MINDS BAD. SAEDI ASKED ME WHY THEY WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND THANKSGIVING AND I TOLD HER THAT WAS A LONG WAYS OFF, SHE SAID DADDY TOLD THEM THAT THEY WILL NEVER SPEND ANOTHER!

HOLIDAY WITH US AGAIN... THEY WERE ALL CRYING, THEY WANT TO BE HOME SO SANTA CLAUS KNOWS WHERE THEY ARE AT AND TELL HIM THEY ARE NOT BAD GIRLS ( I TOLD THEM THEY ARE NEVER BAD GIRLS AND THAT IS A LONG WAYS AWAY YET. I CAN'T TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON AND HE IS FILLING THEIR POOR LITTLE MINDS WITH ALL THIS GARBAGE, IT'S JUST NOT FARE, I AM SO WORRIED WHAT THIS IS DOING TO THEM, THEY USED TO BE SO HAPPY, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD, EXCEPT WHO WAS GOING TO GET THE BIGGEST COOKIE !!! NOW ALL THEY DO IS WORRY AND CRY...

I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE JESUS AND US IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY CAN ALWAYS TALK TO GOD... BUT DADDY DOESN'T LET THEM SAY THEIR PRAYERS ANYMORE ( I TOLD THEM THEY CAN TALK TO JESUS WHERE EVER THEY WERE, IF THEY FELT BETTER THEN WAIT TILL HE LEFT THERE ROOM AT NIGHT AND THEY CAN TALK TO GOD IN WHISPERS AS HE WILL HEAR THEM, AND THAT GOT SMILES...THEY ARE SO ALONE...THEY JUST TURNED 7 - 6 - AND 4 THIS YEAR !!! I MIGHT ONLY BE GRMA, BUT I HAVE RAISED THEM SINSE BIRTH AND THEY KNOW NO OTHER HOME BUT HERE!!! HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER TAKE THEM FROM HERE AND HE DID SO BY LYING TO THEM AND US..

SORRY FOR GOING ON, I'M AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE...THIS NIGHTMARE HAS GOT TO END SOON !!!

{{{ MANY HUGS }}}

HELEN

HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE EVERYONEUNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS IT GETTIN TOSEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I FORGETWHICH ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOUTAKE CARE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN... I DONT KNOW IF IT WOULD BE LEGAL OR NOT, HON, BUT IT WOULDNT

HURT TO DO IT AND THEN FIND OUT !!! AS LONG AS THE RECORDERS WERE

HIDDEN, AND YOU ONLY GIVE THE TAPES TO YOUR LAWYER !! HE WOULD KNOW WHAT

TO DO !!! 8^)

JO-- WOULD TAPES BE ALLOWED TO BE GIVEN AS PROOF IN A COURT??? OR IS THAT TRICKERY??? I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT IS WRONG TO DO AS THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO MUCH, AND I DON'T WANT TO MESS IT UP FOR THEM OR US...YOU ARE A SWEETHEART!!! I HEAR YOUR WORDS ABOUT HIM!!! I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET TO HIS LEVEL OF ACTIONS...MY MIND IS FULL OF ALL THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARDS HIM AND IT JUST ISN'T GOOD...I'M AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING OUT LOUD ABOUT HIM AS I DON'T WANT GOD MADE AT ME, SO I TRY REAL HARD TO BE QUIET...HAVE DONE A LOT OF TALKING TO MYSELF THOUGH AND THATS NOT GOOD...I WAS TRYING TO CUT SOME QUILT SQUARES LAST WEEK OUT, AS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, AS JUST SITTING AROUND WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING IS DRIVING ME NUTS...BUT AFTER A WHILE OF CUTTING SQUARES I HAD TO STOP, I HAD ALREADY CUT MYSELF THREE TIMES FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I WAS DOING AS I USE A ROTARY CUTTER...MY MIND IS ALWA!

YS ON THE GIRLS...NO MATTER WHAT I DO MY MIND IS ON THEM...

YOU HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT OF THIS JO AND I THANK-YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!!! BLESSED HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND !!!

LOVE YA

HELEN

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEMIN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVETHEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURNTHEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THETAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUTWHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKEA COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF AJUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSEBABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSINGTHEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORDBECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEEDTO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THATWILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HSMOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERYWORD. LUV U JO!

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN... I DONT KNOW IF IT WOULD BE LEGAL OR NOT, HON, BUT IT WOULDNT

HURT TO DO IT AND THEN FIND OUT !!! AS LONG AS THE RECORDERS WERE

HIDDEN, AND YOU ONLY GIVE THE TAPES TO YOUR LAWYER !! HE WOULD KNOW WHAT

TO DO !!! 8^)

JO-- WOULD TAPES BE ALLOWED TO BE GIVEN AS PROOF IN A COURT??? OR IS THAT TRICKERY??? I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT IS WRONG TO DO AS THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO MUCH, AND I DON'T WANT TO MESS IT UP FOR THEM OR US...YOU ARE A SWEETHEART!!! I HEAR YOUR WORDS ABOUT HIM!!! I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET TO HIS LEVEL OF ACTIONS...MY MIND IS FULL OF ALL THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARDS HIM AND IT JUST ISN'T GOOD...I'M AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING OUT LOUD ABOUT HIM AS I DON'T WANT GOD MADE AT ME, SO I TRY REAL HARD TO BE QUIET...HAVE DONE A LOT OF TALKING TO MYSELF THOUGH AND THATS NOT GOOD...I WAS TRYING TO CUT SOME QUILT SQUARES LAST WEEK OUT, AS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, AS JUST SITTING AROUND WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING IS DRIVING ME NUTS...BUT AFTER A WHILE OF CUTTING SQUARES I HAD TO STOP, I HAD ALREADY CUT MYSELF THREE TIMES FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I WAS DOING AS I USE A ROTARY CUTTER...MY MIND IS ALWA!

YS ON THE GIRLS...NO MATTER WHAT I DO MY MIND IS ON THEM...

YOU HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT OF THIS JO AND I THANK-YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!!! BLESSED HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND !!!

LOVE YA

HELEN

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEMIN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVETHEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURNTHEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THETAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUTWHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKEA COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF AJUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSEBABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSINGTHEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORDBECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEEDTO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THATWILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HSMOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERYWORD. LUV U JO!

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

JO, WHAT A GREAT IDEA! DO IT HELEN! LET THE COURT HEAR WHAT IS

HAPPENING TO THESE GIRLS!

LOVE AND PRAYERS, ROBIN

> HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT

THEM

> IN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVE

> THEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND

TURN

> THEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF

THE

> TAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE

OUT

> WHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO

MAKE

> A COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF A

> JUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS

THOSE

> BABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY

ABUSING

> THEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORD

> BECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN

NEED

> TO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE

THAT

> WILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN

HS

> MOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT

EVERY

> WORD. LUV U JO

>

>

>                               

>

>

>

>

> http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

>

>

> CASSANDRA HAD STREP, NOW SHE WAS TAKEN BACK TO THE DOCS TUES. AND

SHE HAS AN

> EAR INFECTION AND THEY DID ANOTHER SWAB OF THE THROAT FOR STREP AS

HER

> TONSILS ARE STILL VERY SWOLLEN. BRE ANNE WAS SICK TODAY WHEN WE

PICKED HER

> UP AND HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT!!! I COULD SEE IT IN HER LITTLE

FACE. WE GOT

> TO MY FRIENDS HOUSE AND SHE ATE A LITTLE SUPPER THEN VOMITTED IT

UP. WE ARE

> SUPPOSE TO GET THEM FROM SCHOOL AT 3:30, BUT HIM BEING THE nice

PERSON HE IS

> WILL NOT ALLOW THE SCHOOL OR DAY CARES TO LET US GET THEM SO ON

THURSDAY WE

> HAVE TO WAIT TILL 4:30 AND ON TUESDAYS WE HAVE TO WAIT TIL 5:15 AND

WE HAVE

> TO HAVE THEM BACK BY 7:30, SO THAT GIVES US NO TIME TO GET BACK TO

OUR HOUSE

> AS WE ARE AN HOUR ROUND TRIP FROM WHERE THEY ARE. SO I FIX THEIR

SUPPER IN

> THE AFTERNOON AND THEN WE GO TO MY GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND WARM IT UP

THERE AND

> THEN THEY HAVE TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK ACCORDING TO THEIR FATHER AS

THEY DON'T

> HAVE TIME TO DO IT AT HIS HOUSE, IF THEY ARE LUCKY THEN WE HAVE

ABOUT 20 TO

> 30 MIN'S. TO PLAY WITH THEM !!!!!!!! BUT IT IS STILL GREAT TO SEE

THEM EVEN

> FOR A SMALL TIME... I STILL HAVEN'T HEARD FROM OUR LAWYER ABOUT ALL

THIS THAT

> HE IS DEFYING COURT ORDER NOT LETTING US GET THEM AFTER SCHOOL TILL

HE

> SAYS!!! THE GIRLS LAWYER IS WHO DEMANDED THAT WE GET TO SEE THEM

MORE OFTEN

> AS JUST EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WAS NOT GOOD FOR THEM AS THEY ARE

SUFFERING BAD

> FROM ALL THIS ( THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO BAD... ALL THEY DO IS

BEG US TO

> NOT TAKE THEM BACK THERE, WE FEEL SO HELPLESS... WE HAVE ALWAYS

BEEN THERE

> FOR THEM AND NOW WE CAN'T DO A DARN THING ABOUT IT, TILL IT GOES

BACK TO

> COURT WHICH I PRAY WILL BE REAL SOON, AS HE IS PLAYING WITH THIER

MINDS BAD.

> SAEDI ASKED ME WHY THEY WON'T BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND

THANKSGIVING AND I

> TOLD HER THAT WAS A LONG WAYS OFF, SHE SAID DADDY TOLD THEM THAT

THEY WILL

> NEVER SPEND ANOTHER HOLIDAY WITH US AGAIN... THEY WERE ALL CRYING,

THEY WANT

> TO BE HOME SO SANTA CLAUS KNOWS WHERE THEY ARE AT AND TELL HIM THEY

ARE NOT

> BAD GIRLS ( I TOLD THEM THEY ARE NEVER BAD GIRLS AND THAT IS A

LONG WAYS

> AWAY YET. I CAN'T TELL THEM ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON AND HE

IS

> FILLING THEIR POOR LITTLE MINDS WITH ALL THIS GARBAGE, IT'S JUST

NOT FARE, I

> AM SO WORRIED WHAT THIS IS DOING TO THEM, THEY USED TO BE SO

HAPPY, NOT A

> CARE IN THE WORLD, EXCEPT WHO WAS GOING TO GET THE BIGGEST

COOKIE !!! NOW

> ALL THEY DO IS WORRY AND CRY...

> I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE JESUS AND US IN THEIR HEARTS AND THEY CAN

ALWAYS TALK

> TO GOD... BUT DADDY DOESN'T LET THEM SAY THEIR PRAYERS ANYMORE (

I TOLD

> THEM THEY CAN TALK TO JESUS WHERE EVER THEY WERE, IF THEY FELT

BETTER THEN

> WAIT TILL HE LEFT THERE ROOM AT NIGHT AND THEY CAN TALK TO GOD IN

WHISPERS

> AS HE WILL HEAR THEM, AND THAT GOT SMILES...THEY ARE SO

ALONE...THEY JUST

> TURNED 7 - 6 - AND 4 THIS YEAR !!! I MIGHT ONLY BE GRMA, BUT I

HAVE RAISED

> THEM SINSE BIRTH AND THEY KNOW NO OTHER HOME BUT HERE!!! HE

PROMISED HE WOULD

> NEVER TAKE THEM FROM HERE AND HE DID SO BY LYING TO THEM AND US..

> SORRY FOR GOING ON, I'M AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE...THIS NIGHTMARE

HAS GOT TO

> END SOON !!!

> {{{ MANY HUGS }}}

> HELEN

>

>

> HELEN... WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN GOIN THRU, HON, I'M SURE

> EVERYONEUNDERSTANDS !!! THE OTHER PERSON WAS AUDREYS UNCLE. HOW IS

IT GETTIN

> TOSEE THE GIRLS DURING THE WEEK ??!! (LIKE I HAVE TO ASK !!) I

FORGETWHICH

> ONE WAS SICK ! SORRY ! BUT IS SHE DOIN BETTER ?! HOPE SO ! YOUTAKE

CARE,

> SWEETIE !! 8^)

>

> >

> HAPPY AUTUMN

> ENJOY THE COLORS

[Guest guest]

YES HELEN TAPES ARE ALOUD IF THEY ARE NOT SET UP. IF YOU DON'T TELL THE

GIRLS AND THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM. EVEN TAKE ONE WITH YOU WHEN YOU

GO TO PICK UP THE GIRLS AT SCHOOL AND AT DAYCARE. IF YOU HAVE EVERYTHING

HE IS DOING WRONG AND THE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM IS BROKEN OFF SO IT CAN

NOT BE TAMPERED WITH. EVEN TAPE THE TIMES YOU HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM AND

YOU TAKE THE GIRLS HOME. IF THE WHOLETHING IS TAPED THEN THERE IS

NOTHING HE CAN DO OR SAY EXCEPT THAT IT IS HIM OR HER ON THE TAPE. HE

CAN'T DENY IT. LUV U JO

                              

http://community.webtv.net/jowaca/JOSFAVORITEPICTURES

JO-- WOULD TAPES BE ALLOWED TO BE GIVEN AS PROOF IN A COURT??? OR IS THAT TRICKERY??? I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING THAT IS WRONG TO DO AS THEY WANT TO COME HOME SO MUCH, AND I DON'T WANT TO MESS IT UP FOR THEM OR US...YOU ARE A SWEETHEART!!! I HEAR YOUR WORDS ABOUT HIM!!! I WILL NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET TO HIS LEVEL OF ACTIONS...MY MIND IS FULL OF ALL THE ANGER I HAVE TOWARDS HIM AND IT JUST ISN'T GOOD...I'M AFRAID TO SAY ANYTHING OUT LOUD ABOUT HIM AS I DON'T WANT GOD MADE AT ME, SO I TRY REAL HARD TO BE QUIET...HAVE DONE A LOT OF TALKING TO MYSELF THOUGH AND THATS NOT GOOD...I WAS TRYING TO CUT SOME QUILT SQUARES LAST WEEK OUT, AS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW, AS JUST SITTING AROUND WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING IS DRIVING ME NUTS...BUT AFTER A WHILE OF CUTTING SQUARES I HAD TO STOP, I HAD ALREADY CUT MYSELF THREE TIMES FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT I WAS DOING AS I USE A ROTARY CUTTER...MY MIND IS ALWA!

YS ON THE GIRLS...NO MATTER WHAT I DO MY MIND IS ON THEM...

YOU HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A LOT OF THIS JO AND I THANK-YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!!! BLESSED HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND !!!

LOVE YA

HELEN

HELEN YOU NEED TO GET YOU A COUPLE OF SMALL TAPE RECORDERS AND PUT THEMIN YOUR POCKET. TURN THEM ON WITHOUT LETTING THE GIRLS KNOW YOU HAVETHEM RECORD WHAT THEY ARE TELLING YOU AND WHAT YOU TELL THEM AND TURNTHEM OVER TO THE LAWYER. BREAK THE LITTLE THINGY AT THE BOTTOM OF THETAPE SO IT CAN'T BE TAMPERED WITH WITHOUT LEAVING A TRACE ALSO TYPE OUTWHAT IS ON THE TAPE FOR YOUR RECORDS. MIGHT EVEN BE A GOOD IDEA TO MAKEA COPY OF THE TAPE THAT WAY YOU HAVE YOUR PROOF ALSO. TRUST ME IF AJUDGE HEARS A LOT OF THIS IT CARRIES A LOT OF WEIGHT. IF HE KNOWS THOSEBABIES ARE MISERABLE LIVING WITH THEIR FATHER AND HE IS MENTALLY ABUSINGTHEM ALL TE BETTER FOR THE GIRLS AND HE WILL HAVE IT ON HIS RECORDBECAUSE HE CAN AND SHOULD GET A JAIL SENTENCE OUT OF IT. CHILDREN NEEDTO BE LVED AND NOT EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSED AND ANY ONE THATWILL DO THAT TO A CHILD SHOULD HAVE HIS NUTS CUT OFF AND STUFFED IN HSMOUTH AND MADE TO EAT THEM !!! SORRY FOR THE FRENCH BUT I MEANT EVERYWORD. LUV U JO!

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COL!

ORS

[Guest guest]

HELEN

LET ME AT HIM!!!!

I WILL GIVE THE JERK WHAT HE

DESERVES PLUS MORE!!!

HE WILL NOT NOT HEARING MY

NEW YORK MOUTH EITHER!!

LOVE BETSY

OH, HELEN !!! THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT THAT, THAT, ASSHOLE !!!!! (SORRY, YA

KNOW I DONT SWEAR HERE !!) BUT THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT HIM THE MORE I HATE

HIM.... AND I DONT HATE ANYONE !!! NOT EVEN MY EX !!!! HIS LYING TO

THOSE SWEETHEARTS LIKE THAT IS THE BIGGEST SIN !!!!! OH HE WILL PAY, AND

PAY DEARLY FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE !!! THE LORD DOES NOT WANT HIS LITTLE

ONES HURT !!!!!! THEY ARE SOOOO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU ! I'M SURE WHEN ITS

OVER, AND THEY ARE BACK WITH YOU, THET'LL GET BACK TO THEIR OLD SELVES,

HON !! BUT IT WILL TAKE AWHILE !!! HANG IN THERE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

[Guest guest]

HELEN

LET ME AT HIM!!!!

I WILL GIVE THE JERK WHAT HE

DESERVES PLUS MORE!!!

HE WILL NOT NOT HEARING MY

NEW YORK MOUTH EITHER!!

LOVE BETSY

OH, HELEN !!! THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT THAT, THAT, ASSHOLE !!!!! (SORRY, YA

KNOW I DONT SWEAR HERE !!) BUT THE MORE I HEAR ABOUT HIM THE MORE I HATE

HIM.... AND I DONT HATE ANYONE !!! NOT EVEN MY EX !!!! HIS LYING TO

THOSE SWEETHEARTS LIKE THAT IS THE BIGGEST SIN !!!!! OH HE WILL PAY, AND

PAY DEARLY FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE !!! THE LORD DOES NOT WANT HIS LITTLE

ONES HURT !!!!!! THEY ARE SOOOO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU ! I'M SURE WHEN ITS

OVER, AND THEY ARE BACK WITH YOU, THET'LL GET BACK TO THEIR OLD SELVES,

HON !! BUT IT WILL TAKE AWHILE !!! HANG IN THERE, SWEETIE !! 8^)

[Guest guest]

HELEN--CHECK WITH YOUR LAWYER. THE TAPING MAY BE ILLEGAL IN YOUR STATE

& U DON'T WANT TO HAVE A MARK LIKE THAT AGAINST YOU. CARO

[Guest guest]

HELEN--CHECK WITH YOUR LAWYER. THE TAPING MAY BE ILLEGAL IN YOUR STATE

& U DON'T WANT TO HAVE A MARK LIKE THAT AGAINST YOU. CARO

[Guest guest]

Thanks Betsy, But the best that can happen is us getting our Babies back soon !!! ) How are you doing today ???

{{{ Healing Hugs }}}

Helen

HELENLET ME AT HIM!!!! I WILL GIVE THE JERK WHAT HE DESERVES PLUS MORE!!! HE WILL NOT NOT HEARING MY NEW YORK MOUTH EITHER!! LOVE BETSY

HAPPY AUTUMN

ENJOY THE COLORS