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Hi ,

I have been thinking so much about you for the last 2 days. I sat down to write you an email last Monday, but I was feeling so bad, I just cancelled it and got off the computer.

I am very sorry to hear about your grandma. Is this your mom's mother? This is surely a rollercoaster ride for all of you, I hope things will either improve for your grandma or that she can let go and be in peace. It is so hard to watch the ones we love suffer so much. I will be praying for you, , and for your family. Please keep us posted. I have missed your posts so much. Take care. Love, Donna

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Hey everyone, I havent had any time to read any posts lately...I have been so bad with that. It has been very stressful at my end. My grandma had a stroke Sunday night. Yesterday morning I was called out of class (during my midterm) and found out that I should go to the hospital since the clergy was there saying the last prayers for her and the whole family was there to say "goodbye" one last time. I get there and we all wait around her bed to pass...8 hours later shes still hanging in there, struggling. She finally opens her eyes. Her right side is paralyzed and her brain is swollen. I have been so exhausted from the stress and crying all day long. I hate this, its like a rollercoaster. She gets better then worse and so on. The doctor cant tell us how she will recover or if she will just let go. I skipped class this morning and slept 10 hours, I still feel like I can sleep a couple more. As far as I know shes doing ok for now...but I better get back to the hospital. I hope you all are doing ok, I miss you guys so much...Love,****"The LUPIES Store" Come check out our store...http://www.cafepress.com/thelupies"The LUPIES Web Page"http://www.itzarion.com/lupusgroup.html"The LUPIES online photo albums!" Check out what your fellow Lupies look like...http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=lupies