Fwd: Kerrie/Charity-abusive relationships

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Hey Kerrie, I'm so sorry for what you went through/are going through. Men, well hell, PEOPLE like that just suck. One of my worst times was when the dentist found bone fragments working through my mouth and he was confused!! He's like, "Were you ever in a car wreck or anything?" Hmmm, well, my marriage was a TRAIN wreck. Anyway you know what bothered me the worst? I never knew he broke my jaw!! I hurt so much all of the time from whatever beating I'd had the night before that a BROKEN JAW didn't hurt any worse than my usual life! Pissed me off (and that was 7 years later!!) So, yeah I feel for you. And you know what I loved that a**hole more than life itself, too. Go figure. Their loss, not ours.

I too believe there are no coincidences. God has watched out for me and provided ways for me so many times. I don't know what form your spirituality takes but I agree, its the one thing that you can hang on to when all else fails. God has seemed pretty distant to me the last few months. But I know thats me not Him. I am trying to fix that. Its hard to focus on Him, when the pain drags your focus back to yourself all of the time. I'm working on that, but haven't got it yet. love & prayers to you~Charity