Guest guest Posted October 17, 1999 Report Share Posted October 17, 1999 Hi all! Thanks for your responses to my multiple postings Friday night. I feel a lot a better today. Looking back, I was just having a bad night. By bad I mean pretty scary. I've come to realize that the prozac is making me feel better. And that scares the crap out of me. For about a year I've been in so much physical and mental anguish I couldn't see straight. Now, I'm feeling better. And I don't know what to do with myself! That's the scary thing about depression or misery. I've almost become dependent on my life being hell. So, in my post where I lashed out at prozac and the world I was trying to go back. I wanted to go back to what was familiar for me: feeling awful. Really, last night, I'd decided I was going to stop prozac and return to AA, find a really mean sponsor and just shut my mouth! Luckily, I realized tonight that I would be selling myself short. Anyway, thanks for being understanding. My hard work has just begun. But I really want to fight for my happiness. I know its not gonna be easy keeping with my meds and therapy. But I've got to stick with it. Unless I want to be miserable forever. Matt ______________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.