Guest guest Posted February 20, 2007 Report Share Posted February 20, 2007 I've been sick for 2 1/2 weeks now (and still going strong) with a flu/cough/cold. I've been eating really healthy with a lot of soups, organic juices, veggies etc. Haven't been up to doing much during this time and this past week - I became so tired. Went to go put my " big " pants on 'cause I wanted to feel cozy in a big sweater and big pants...and I could barely do them up! WHAT?! I started to freak out. I have to go on a diet. I better go on a diet. I can't possibly gain weight. Don't YOU think I should go on a diet (I asked one friend) I mean, I really can't be doing this IE thing and trusting myself. What's really going on is I've started a Master's program at university. This Sunday a 3-week intensive starts where 50 of us come together and live/study/work together for this time. I'm excited and nervous. My fears are: I won't do well, they won't like me, I'll never get through this because I barely fit into my " big " pants. Oh my! What a panic this 14 year-old part of me goes through for approval. The friend I mentioned earlier, said, I'm like a caterpillar in a cocoon. I'm resting, eating, the body is going through a major change and it's taking care of itself. When the time is just right - I'll come forth as a beautiful " student " butterfly. So appreciate my body for cocooning me right now as I get better. That's it for now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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