lap band surgery and other extremes

[Guest guest]

Hello,

My friend and I met for coffee today and she said she's interested in

the lapband surgery for weight loss.

Of course, I've thought of that soooo many times.

I'm not quite heavy enough to qualify for it...but would I really

want to do that anyway?

It makes me sad that I want that surgery so bad. I want some quick

answer. I want someone to do something radical so I can't eat like I

do now.

I'm in therapy (just in case you're wondering) and I'm gaining

weight. It seems like the more I dig into certain issues, the more I

eat.

I'm not giving up on IE...but honestly, I don't know if I can accept

myself fat. I don't know that I want to do IE just for the sake of

doing it. I want to do it for RESULTS...weight loss RESULTS.

:-(

That makes me sad.

Just where my head is at today,

in CO