Wish Me luck today please? (Terri)

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Well, I did type this around 11:30 if that counts?

Morning

Yeah, it's morning..smile* I needed to get up before my usual 2:00 PM to get showered and dressed for the doctor. I'm making jokes about this but in truth it's kinda gross..sigh*

I don't care what I look like cuz I never leave my house except maybe to get my Rx's. I have my groceries delivered to my house, but I don't cook so it's all frozen stuff.

I've got to get my doctor to give me some direction, some way to snap my ass out of this never ending depression that seems to have been going on since around the time my brother ~ny~ died February 2001.

I seem to get to the point where I'm hopeful, even optimistic then I get *smacked* upside the head with what seems like a 2 x 4 .. OUCH!! And, it's not even my brothers fault but all the other crap that invades our lives in my case it's my health.

I can handle my issues with mobility but it's my brain issues that bug the crap out of me. I don't seem to care about anything. I have always fought depression *dysthemia* but it has gotten so much worse. I know my MS is part of this so I'm hoping that maybe my doctor can give me a different med that may help cuz so far any that we have tried hasn't helped me except make me gain weight..sigh*

Wish Me luck today please?

Hugs

Terri