A very FRUSTRATED roll call!

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*sigh* I gained yet another 1.25 pounds tonight! This is really ticking me off! I did everything right! eating, journaling, water, exercise......what the heck am I missing here? why could I lose and lose and lose before doing the same thing.....but now the scale just keeps going up and up and up? argh!

It upset me so much tonight that I had to sit in my van and cry for 10 minutes before I could pull myself together to even lead the meeting

I haven't given up.....I've just gotten mad now! Maybe I need MORE exercise? instead of 30 minutes a day on the treadmill......I need to just get on in the morning and keep going until my legs fall off.....then put 'em back on and go again! LOL *sigh* I NEED to figure this out if I'm going to make my goal in time to graduate in 2006!!!

OH! I gotta share.......I thought I was pretty "cool" this afternoon.....decided to try my hand with my son's bike ROFLOL! somewhere between childhood and child birth I managed to LOSE my coordination! I haven't given up on that idea yet either! But I'm certainly NOT going to try that again with my son looking on and laughing his fool head off at me either LOL - I'll be sneaking out again this morning sometime while he is still asleep!! heh heh.....

Ok....back to the grind! somehow....someway....I WILL get this darn weight off!

Melody Moris, LeaderTOPS #TX 1454, Pleasantonhttp://www.texastops.org