My RE appt

[Guest guest]

Hi Everybody,

I am back from N.C. I am still so confused about what to do from

here. I don't know if I should have one more surgery or if I should

just give up. I feel like there isn't any hope anyway so why should

I continue to go on. I am so depressed. How much longer should I

keep on going?

I am sorry for being such a downer but that is just how I have been

for the last week. Anyway, It is nice to put a face with a name. It

is nice to meet all of you. I also wanted to tell you that I had e-

mailed Oprah about two weeks ago about this support group and also

about that petition to get insurance companies in the US to help pay

for infertility procedures, will see if we get any response. Well

that is all for now.

Take Care,

[Guest guest]

I feel for you...Everything is just so overwhelming and on the one

hand you just want to say forget it ..that it is too much heartache

and on the other there is that trickle of hope that something

somewhere down the line will work. The decision to go on is such a

personal one , I don't think anyone but you can make that decision

because only you know how much you can take (physically &

emotionally). I know sometimes in the past 5 years I just quit

trying and get the attitude that to heck with it..if God wanted me to

be preg then he would just do it without surgery. Other times I

think that surgery is the way to go. Even now with surgery pending

in my near future , I am not 100% sure that it is the " right " thing

to do. For myself personally I just don't want to wonder " what if "

But it is in the back of my mind that what if I do this and it makes

it worse..I don't know..the whole thing is scary and it really stinks

that we have to go through this! I guess all I can say to you is

that hopefully this group helps you to deal with things and to make

informed decisions and I will be praying for you (if you don't mind)

Lots of hugs to you

> Hi Everybody,

>

> I am back from N.C. I am still so confused about what to do from

> here. I don't know if I should have one more surgery or if I

should

> just give up. I feel like there isn't any hope anyway so why

should

> I continue to go on. I am so depressed. How much longer should I

> keep on going?

>

> I am sorry for being such a downer but that is just how I have been

> for the last week. Anyway, It is nice to put a face with a name.

It

> is nice to meet all of you. I also wanted to tell you that I had e-

> mailed Oprah about two weeks ago about this support group and also

> about that petition to get insurance companies in the US to help

pay

> for infertility procedures, will see if we get any response. Well

> that is all for now.

>

> Take Care,

>

>