leaving the loop

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Hello, I can not remember if I have sent this to you all or not, BUT, I need to go on no mail for awhile because I will not be able to check my email for a few weeks. As most ofyou know I lost my oldest brother in 2000 to lung cancer and I had traveled to Missouri from here in Houston, Texas for 23 months to be with him. I was with him when he left us. Now we have learned that my other older brother has lung cancer also. We do not know how bad it is or if it is operable. He also has a pace maker and emplzema (spelling). I had been in Missouri for 2 weeks staying with him and his family and then they came here and stayed for a week. I will be going back after this week again. They do not have internet and they live way out in the country. I will not have access to the internet but maybe once a week, IF that often. When I got back here, all my loop accounts were maxed out and most of them were soft bouncing so I just need to go off the loops for awhile untill further notice. Please keep him and our family in your prayers. His name is Eddie Jaco.

I have some personal business to take care of and also I have to go back to my doctors to have blood work did before I take back off to Missouri. I believe I am having a flare up with my lupus because I am in a lot of pain and I am just soooo tired. I am not feeling well but I now a lot of it is from the worry and the depression I am going through right now. I am so sick with worry that I am going to lose him just like I did Bud. I am trying so hard to have a positive attitude that he does not have the illness as bad as Bud did, BUT, he is having all the same symptoms as Bud did. He has already lost 7 pounds since he has been told he has cancer and before that he had lost 16 pounds. He is down to 153 now.

If anyone wants to email me they can do so either at this address or at tx_2_missouri_roadrunner@... (there are underscores between tx_2_missouri_roadrunner)

I am so grateful I have such a loving and caring husband that stands by me like he does. He supports my decision of going back and forth to be with him just as he supported me in 1998-2000 to be with Bud.

I will come back as soon as I can. I wish all of you luck in your furture roll calls. Take care. Love pepper

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