Re: Hi Tracey

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high ,

That is just terrible or you do to yourself! When was graduating from middle school while I was getting out of the car to celebrate with Chinese fooled he shut the door on my baby finger. I didn't want him to feel bad about it so I wrapped napkins around it and walked into the Chinese food restaurant. While waiting for our table the blood was just pouring onto the floor, so needless to say we left. I went for stitches, but it took an entire year for that fingernail to grow back.

just a warning. There is no way of talking to you without using bunches of sewing puns needless, stitches, but I am not going that because I know how much pain you're in. I hope you get the point. Somebody shoot me! I just a terrible person to do this to you this time.

You realize it's an illness that I inherited! LOL

Seriously please be careful. I bet it still throbbing today. What we are going to sell at the craft show maybe there's something I could use for Christmas gifts. Email me privately let me know.

Thanks for all your encouraging words in helping me get through this time of "nakedness" I have felt while doing this article. 's letter certainly helped me quite a bit.

Say hello to Herb, and the boys.

Hugs to all and a pain free minute,

Deb

Listowner RSD-Crpsegroups

[Guest guest]

Hi Tracey,

Oh Boy, I guess my voice recognition program has a few 'glitches' LOL

high?

lol

Hugs to all and a pain free minute,

Deb

Listowner RSD-Crpsegroups

[Guest guest]

Hi Deb,

Herb installed some talk program here. I only

tried it the other day and called my friend out in

Buffalo over the computer. It was strange as she was

on the telephone and me on the computer. It wasn't as

clear as being on the phone but hey, it was free.

I think when you and I talked it was my computer

with the problem. It seems to click off the internet

whenever it wants to.????

We'll have to try it again this week, okay. I

really enjoyed actually talking to you.

Hugs, Tracey

--- debgena@... wrote:

> Hi Tracey,

> Oh Boy, I guess my voice recognition program has a

> few 'glitches' LOL

> high?

> lol

>

>

> Hugs to all and a pain free minute,

> Deb

>

>

>

> Listowner

> RSD-Crpsegroups

>

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[Guest guest]

Hi Tracey,

How have you been? How is the quilt coming? I am so grateful that you are

making it for our group. Has every one given you the material? I want green,

it would be nice if it could be a soft material, like a velvet or felt. Soft

reminds me of RSD now. Weird huh?

I have had such a back problem for the past weeks I really haven't been on

the computer much. I have also been depressed. It is not just the fast of

being disabled and the reality of it all. That is a big part of it.

It is also the fact that my son is 17 (yesterday) and I am going to be 46.

I am having a hard time believing he will be gone in a year and a half! It is

a good feeling too, knowing he is such a nice, smart young man. He just had a

few issues, we dealt with. It was the typical girlfriend, drinking talk.

Anyway, he is basically a great young man. Well, that's what his teachers and

scout leader and band director tell me.

I am also looking worse. As a woman I know you understand that. 46 is so

much closer to 50

I tried so hard all my life to not take pills, and run everyday. It sucks.

Plain and simple. Thin is nice, but when did I develop this sick thin look…?

I am a downer right now. I did have a good time over new years, and

and I try to go out for a small thing together when I can. That is it also

the times that I can take going out are becoming more and more scarce. I am

hoping this is all a part of coming off of the celexa. I am plugging along

anyway and looking forward to going to DC in February. I am so determined to

go and have all my reservations made.

Other than that, on the bright side, I am so grateful I have for a

husband. He is my rock. He appreciates my stubbornness, my independence,

etc., and works around all of that in such an unselfish loving way. He fill

my pills every week. I tell him, I can do it, but he likes to things like

that for me. If I even groan he is out of the chair by my side.

He needs to chill. We both do. A vacation would be great, if we had the

money. I am using my stash for Washington. I hate money, especially when I

don't have any!! LOL

So if you are depressed, I understand. We all get this way. If you weren't I

bet you are now! LOL

The thing is we all need to talk about it and get over it and carry on. I

know it sounds tough, but we have been given tough life to lead.

I love ya Tracey, and be well.

Hugs to all and a pain free minute,

Deb

Listowner

RSD-Crpsegroups

[Guest guest]

What quilt?

Kathy

[Guest guest]

Deb,

Guess I'm not the only one depressed. Sorry to

hear you are having problems with your back. I'm

hurting like crazy, too and here this Neurologist has

me weaning off my pain pills and nothing to replace

them with. Tommorrow I'm down to just 2 pills a day.

Ouch.

I do understand how you're feeling about the relity

of being disabled. It really hit me last night at the

mall. We had to take and her girlfriend there.

We just waited on them and of course I was in the

wheelchair. So many women walking by in heels, jeans,

or nice suits and there I sat. I felt so out of place

and down on myself. Herb said I was beautiful and he

was proud of me and that's all that should matter. Of

course, he just doesn't understand.

met with an Air Force Recruiter last night.

If she joins then she'll leave right after graduation

next year. I'll be lost without her.

Reality is hard Deb but unfortunately we cannot do

anything about it as much as I hate saying it. I've

been a total mess lately and being without a doctor

isn't helping any.

No, nobody has mentioned the quilt at all. I got

material from Felice and the check from you but

nothing from anyone else. I still want to do it so I

hope people are still interested. I'll have to post a

message about it.

Well, I hope you have a better day. I'm praying

for you.

Love,

Tracey

--- debgena@... wrote:

> Hi Tracey,

> How have you been? How is the quilt coming? I am so

> grateful that you are

> making it for our group. Has every one given you the

> material? I want green,

> it would be nice if it could be a soft material,

> like a velvet or felt. Soft

> reminds me of RSD now. Weird huh?

> I have had such a back problem for the past weeks I

> really haven't been on

> the computer much. I have also been depressed. It is

> not just the fast of

> being disabled and the reality of it all. That is a

> big part of it.

> It is also the fact that my son is 17 (yesterday)

> and I am going to be 46.

> I am having a hard time believing he will be gone in

> a year and a half! It is

> a good feeling too, knowing he is such a nice, smart

> young man. He just had a

> few issues, we dealt with. It was the typical

> girlfriend, drinking talk.

> Anyway, he is basically a great young man. Well,

> that's what his teachers and

> scout leader and band director tell me.

> I am also looking worse. As a woman I know you

> understand that. 46 is so

> much closer to 50

> I tried so hard all my life to not take pills, and

> run everyday. It sucks.

> Plain and simple. Thin is nice, but when did I

> develop this sick thin look…?

> I am a downer right now. I did have a good time over

> new years, and

> and I try to go out for a small thing together when

> I can. That is it also

> the times that I can take going out are becoming

> more and more scarce. I am

> hoping this is all a part of coming off of the

> celexa. I am plugging along

> anyway and looking forward to going to DC in

> February. I am so determined to

> go and have all my reservations made.

>

> Other than that, on the bright side, I am so

> grateful I have for a

> husband. He is my rock. He appreciates my

> stubbornness, my independence,

> etc., and works around all of that in such an

> unselfish loving way. He fill

> my pills every week. I tell him, I can do it, but he

> likes to things like

> that for me. If I even groan he is out of the chair

> by my side.

> He needs to chill. We both do. A vacation would be

> great, if we had the

> money. I am using my stash for Washington. I hate

> money, especially when I

> don't have any!! LOL

>

> So if you are depressed, I understand. We all get

> this way. If you weren't I

> bet you are now! LOL

> The thing is we all need to talk about it and get

> over it and carry on. I

> know it sounds tough, but we have been given tough

> life to lead.

> I love ya Tracey, and be well.

> Hugs to all and a pain free minute,

> Deb

>

>

>

> Listowner

> RSD-Crpsegroups

>

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been

> removed]

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Kathy,

I wanted to make a quilt for our group. I'm new

at quilting but enjoying it. I had thought everyone

could contribute to it and each of us would have our

own block. What I had first suggested was that

everyone who was interested would buy one yard of

fabric in 100% cotton of any color or print that they

liked and send it to me. I would send them a square

of muslin and they could put their name, address ,

date etc. on this for their block. Once returned to

me I could make the block. Once all the blocks are

done I'd put them altogether into a big quilt. I then

thought we'd could each have it in our homes for a

while and then send it onto the next person till it

got around to everyone. If you are interested, please

let me know.

Hugs, Tracey

--- kgoldenk@... wrote:

> What quilt?

>

> Kathy

>

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[Guest guest]

Kathy,

Great!! I will post a message again about the

quilt so everyone knows what they need to do. I will

post it tomorrow as I'm in terrible shape today, okay.

Hugs, Tracey

--- kgoldenk@... wrote:

> Sounds wonderful and warm. We could each wrap

> ourselves in it and pretend

> each of us is hugging each other. I'm in.

>

> Kathy

>

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