Re: a poem i wrote in 2005 for daddy

[Guest guest]

Well written Sharon. Thank you for sharing. Whoever would have thought that

you would eventually reread this through your own LBD eyes?

>

> hi all,

>  

> i wrote this poem, when daddy was struggling to communicate and now that i am

an lbd'er i can rellay relate to what i wrote 'speakimg for daddy. ' and now i

find will speak for me later than sooner i hope.

>  

> and if anyone wishes to use/ or share this peom you have my permission, it is

copyrigthed  so just include my name is author.  )   hugs. sharon

>  

>  

> My mind is locked in my own little world,

> Tightly wrapped, like a flag is furled.

> I try to reach out to the ones I love,

> But find I am closer to God above.

> Slowly, I shut out everyone in my life,

> My kids, my husband or my wife.

> My world is closing in on me,

> Getting harder for me to see.

> I am scared of these feelings,

> The fear has me reeling.

> I try so hard to reach out of these clouds,

> Cant you hear me screaming out loud?

> Please help me out of my world,

> Like a flag, I want to unfurl.

>

> Please my friend, do not grieve,

> To heaven I went, very peacefully.

> Be not sad that I am gone,

> Instead be grateful that I have won.

> I no longer suffer a loss of words,

> Nor do I fall forwards or backwards.

> My parents took my hand and then

> I followed the Light to be with Him.

> Again, my words start to flow,

> As I feel the breeze begin to blow,

> Once again, my flag is unfurled,

> I am now in His world.

>

> by

> Sharon Andersen-Murray

> copyrighted 2005

>

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> I am the daughter of Leonard whom was diagnosed in May 2004 and  he died of

complicatons *blood pressure started dropping and wouldn't recover* on Sept 25,

2005. He had bad case of Dr Jekyl/Mr Hyde scenarios. He was showing

hallucinations and falling issues since prior to 1994. We moved in to take care

of him Jan 19, 2003 and still live in his house. And in feb 2009, i have been

diagonosed with 99% probability of lbd. Hoping that a cure or treatment will be

found before it's too late for me.

>

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Hi, Sharon. As all of us who are in this journey know, the sentiment in your

poem does reflect the changes in life. Nicely done as a way to convey the loss

felt all around.

Best wishes,

Lynn in Florida

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>

> hi all,

>  

> i wrote this poem, when daddy was struggling to communicate and now that i am

an lbd'er i can rellay relate to what i wrote 'speakimg for daddy. ' and now i

find will speak for me later than sooner i hope.

>  

> and if anyone wishes to use/ or share this peom you have my permission, it is

copyrigthed  so just include my name is author.  )   hugs. sharon

>  

>  

> My mind is locked in my own little world,

> Tightly wrapped, like a flag is furled.

> I try to reach out to the ones I love,

> But find I am closer to God above.

> Slowly, I shut out everyone in my life,

> My kids, my husband or my wife.

> My world is closing in on me,

> Getting harder for me to see.

> I am scared of these feelings,

> The fear has me reeling.

> I try so hard to reach out of these clouds,

> Cant you hear me screaming out loud?

> Please help me out of my world,

> Like a flag, I want to unfurl.

>

> Please my friend, do not grieve,

> To heaven I went, very peacefully.

> Be not sad that I am gone,

> Instead be grateful that I have won.

> I no longer suffer a loss of words,

> Nor do I fall forwards or backwards.

> My parents took my hand and then

> I followed the Light to be with Him.

> Again, my words start to flow,

> As I feel the breeze begin to blow,

> Once again, my flag is unfurled,

> I am now in His world.

>

> by

> Sharon Andersen-Murray

> copyrighted 2005

[Guest guest]

yeah it is scary sandra  , but thats ok,  i wll handle it with donnie, my

critters adn my friends help.  hugs. sharon

I am the daughter of Leonard whom was diagnosed in May 2004 and  he died of

complicatons *blood pressure started dropping and wouldn't recover* on Sept 25,

2005. He had bad case of Dr Jekyl/Mr Hyde scenarios. He was showing

hallucinations and falling issues since prior to 1994. We moved in to take care

of him Jan 19, 2003 and still live in his house. And in feb 2009, i have been

diagonosed with 99% probability of lbd. Hoping that a cure or treatment will be

found before it's too late for me.

Subject: Re: a poem i wrote in 2005 for daddy

To: LBDcaregivers

Date: Sunday, May 9, 2010, 11:58 AM

 

Well written Sharon. Thank you for sharing. Whoever would have thought that you

would eventually reread this through your own LBD eyes?

>

> hi all,

>  

> i wrote this poem, when daddy was struggling to communicate and now that i am

an lbd'er i can rellay relate to what i wrote 'speakimg for daddy. ' and now i

find will speak for me later than sooner i hope.

>  

> and if anyone wishes to use/ or share this peom you have my permission, it is

copyrigthed  so just include my name is author.  )   hugs. sharon

>  

>  

> My mind is locked in my own little world,

> Tightly wrapped, like a flag is furled.

> I try to reach out to the ones I love,

> But find I am closer to God above.

> Slowly, I shut out everyone in my life,

> My kids, my husband or my wife.

> My world is closing in on me,

> Getting harder for me to see.

> I am scared of these feelings,

> The fear has me reeling.

> I try so hard to reach out of these clouds,

> Cant you hear me screaming out loud?

> Please help me out of my world,

> Like a flag, I want to unfurl.

>

> Please my friend, do not grieve,

> To heaven I went, very peacefully.

> Be not sad that I am gone,

> Instead be grateful that I have won.

> I no longer suffer a loss of words,

> Nor do I fall forwards or backwards.

> My parents took my hand and then

> I followed the Light to be with Him.

> Again, my words start to flow,

> As I feel the breeze begin to blow,

> Once again, my flag is unfurled,

> I am now in His world.

>

> by

> Sharon Andersen-Murray

> copyrighted 2005

>

>

> I am the daughter of Leonard whom was diagnosed in May 2004 and  he died of

complicatons *blood pressure started dropping and wouldn't recover* on Sept 25,

2005. He had bad case of Dr Jekyl/Mr Hyde scenarios. He was showing

hallucinations and falling issues since prior to 1994. We moved in to take care

of him Jan 19, 2003 and still live in his house. And in feb 2009, i have been

diagonosed with 99% probability of lbd. Hoping that a cure or treatment will be

found before it's too late for me.

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

smile thanks lynn hugs. sharon

I am the daughter of Leonard whom was diagnosed in May 2004 and  he died of

complicatons *blood pressure started dropping and wouldn't recover* on Sept 25,

2005. He had bad case of Dr Jekyl/Mr Hyde scenarios. He was showing

hallucinations and falling issues since prior to 1994. We moved in to take care

of him Jan 19, 2003 and still live in his house. And in feb 2009, i have been

diagonosed with 99% probability of lbd. Hoping that a cure or treatment will be

found before it's too late for me.

Subject: Re: a poem i wrote in 2005 for daddy

To: LBDcaregivers

Date: Sunday, May 9, 2010, 1:58 PM

 

Hi, Sharon. As all of us who are in this journey know, the sentiment in your

poem does reflect the changes in life. Nicely done as a way to convey the loss

felt all around.

Best wishes,

Lynn in Florida

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>

> hi all,

>  

> i wrote this poem, when daddy was struggling to communicate and now that i am

an lbd'er i can rellay relate to what i wrote 'speakimg for daddy. ' and now i

find will speak for me later than sooner i hope.

>  

> and if anyone wishes to use/ or share this peom you have my permission, it is

copyrigthed  so just include my name is author.  )   hugs. sharon

>  

>  

> My mind is locked in my own little world,

> Tightly wrapped, like a flag is furled.

> I try to reach out to the ones I love,

> But find I am closer to God above.

> Slowly, I shut out everyone in my life,

> My kids, my husband or my wife.

> My world is closing in on me,

> Getting harder for me to see.

> I am scared of these feelings,

> The fear has me reeling.

> I try so hard to reach out of these clouds,

> Cant you hear me screaming out loud?

> Please help me out of my world,

> Like a flag, I want to unfurl.

>

> Please my friend, do not grieve,

> To heaven I went, very peacefully.

> Be not sad that I am gone,

> Instead be grateful that I have won.

> I no longer suffer a loss of words,

> Nor do I fall forwards or backwards.

> My parents took my hand and then

> I followed the Light to be with Him.

> Again, my words start to flow,

> As I feel the breeze begin to blow,

> Once again, my flag is unfurled,

> I am now in His world.

>

> by

> Sharon Andersen-Murray

> copyrighted 2005

[Guest guest]

Sharon, what a beautiful poem. Thanks for sharing.

Love a lot,

Imogene

>

> hi all,

>  

> i wrote this poem, when daddy was struggling to communicate and now that i am

an lbd'er i can rellay relate to what i wrote 'speakimg for daddy. ' and now i

find will speak for me later than sooner i hope.

>  

> and if anyone wishes to use/ or share this peom you have my permission, it is

copyrigthed  so just include my name is author.  )   hugs. sharon

>  

>  

> My mind is locked in my own little world,

> Tightly wrapped, like a flag is furled.

> I try to reach out to the ones I love,

> But find I am closer to God above.

> Slowly, I shut out everyone in my life,

> My kids, my husband or my wife.

> My world is closing in on me,

> Getting harder for me to see.

> I am scared of these feelings,

> The fear has me reeling.

> I try so hard to reach out of these clouds,

> Cant you hear me screaming out loud?

> Please help me out of my world,

> Like a flag, I want to unfurl.

>

> Please my friend, do not grieve,

> To heaven I went, very peacefully.

> Be not sad that I am gone,

> Instead be grateful that I have won.

> I no longer suffer a loss of words,

> Nor do I fall forwards or backwards.

> My parents took my hand and then

> I followed the Light to be with Him.

> Again, my words start to flow,

> As I feel the breeze begin to blow,

> Once again, my flag is unfurled,

> I am now in His world.

>

> by

> Sharon Andersen-Murray

> copyrighted 2005

>

>

> I am the daughter of Leonard whom was diagnosed in May 2004 and  he died of

complicatons *blood pressure started dropping and wouldn't recover* on Sept 25,

2005. He had bad case of Dr Jekyl/Mr Hyde scenarios. He was showing

hallucinations and falling issues since prior to 1994. We moved in to take care

of him Jan 19, 2003 and still live in his house. And in feb 2009, i have been

diagonosed with 99% probability of lbd. Hoping that a cure or treatment will be

found before it's too late for me.

>

>

>

>

>