Breanna Re: HELP!!!!!!!!

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Breanna,

I had Dr. Owens too!!!!! He is awesome!!!!!!!!!! He has done

thousands of these, you are in good hands!!

Hugs!!

> > I posted on Obesity help , but I am posting here, trust me I

need

> all

> > the help I can get! Basically , I am feeling unsure of the

surgery

> my

> > mind goes back and forth back and forth. I know I need it but my

> heart

> > and my gut doesn't want it! My friend is having surgery and I

> couldn't

> > be happier for her!!!! I think this is great for HER! what in

the

> hell

> > is wrong with me? I totally am just so scared of dying and

> > complications that the thought of death is OVERWHELMING

me!!!!!!!!

> > well I just have to vent!!!!! sorry = ( I just feel lost unsure

> and

> > confused , My Bmi is 41.9 so I know I am unhealthy " morbidly

> obese " I

> > am 22 , I keep thinking if I don't get it in a year is my Bm

going

> to

> > be 51 , 61 when is enough enough ? I joined the gym today with a

> > friend and have been watching my food intake! I am sooo confused

> > nervous just nuts I guess (that's the way I feel) I kow some

> people

> > are at peace right away with thier decision , I am not! anyways

> enough

> > I am done! Just for the record, usually am a fun person I

> > SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!