Yuck to recovering from surgery!

[Guest guest]

How is that for insightful. I am pretty out of it after having the

lymph nodes removed. I did get the drain out today, and that sure

helps. Still feel drugged and having very increased muscle twitching

and hard time breathing. I have an apt with a cardio in two weeks. I

am so tired of this. I know this pales in comparison to some here but

it is now 2 1/2 years of this, and it just gets old. I have spent so

much time in my pjs and sweatpants, it is just depressing. Sorry to

be such a downer again. Does it ever end? I keep telling my mom that

there people do get better from this, sometimes I think I just have

too much damage to ever get better. And I really can't figure it all

out, esp now with having a very hard time breathing and short of

breath, my heart hurts, just weird, no history of any of this. I told

my mom today that I am getting to the point of thinking that

everything is caused by breast implants (global warming? okay that is

a stretch!). I will try to keep up better when I feel better, still

have to wait for my report. Love to you all! Nan