Worried about difference in appearance

[Guest guest]

OK, last night I was thinking about how I will look different after

surgery. There's no telling to what extent I will look different, but

regardless it's kind of weirding me out.

I'm starting to feel like I'm leaving my " old self " behind. Like the

way I look isn't good enough for me and I'm going to choose a

new look. OK, so it's just some physical stuff that's going to

change, but it's going to have an effect on how I perceive myself.

I almost feel like I am snubbing my current " look " which is a part

of who I am.

Does this make any sense? Probably not! If anyone else had

issues with changing their " look " please tell me about it. I need

some guidance

Thanks, Teagen