Guest guest Posted March 21, 2007 Report Share Posted March 21, 2007 Thank you sweet friend.Actually , thank you sweet sister! You have been like a big sister to me through this.Taking time to bless me when you your self need blessings.Everything you said was right on.And I will keep on trucking... Oh I talked to Kolb today and she said that I unless I could see the drain site I should just leave it alone until friday.And since I can not see it I guess that is what I will do. She said that I am not to change anything about the bandages until after friday.So you saw that I said my Hives are alot less then they were??Praise God?I can not wait till I start tio feel my age instead of feeling like my grandmother does.Has that changed for you ???Since Xplant have you started to get more energy and feel like you age?? For years I felt so old , and for being so young it was cery discouraging.And I hated that everyone that I loved thought me to be lazy.See i am looking forward to the healing part of this new change. I am interested in seeing how long it takes my hives to go completely 5 years is a very long time to have Hives. I will not be shocked if the come back for a brief time.Cause I plan on going on a major Detox as soon as Kolb approves....Jen > > > In a message dated 3/21/2007 10:18:18 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, > jensbugaboos@... writes: > > Praise God my Hives already have started to become le > > > Jen, > > That is wonderful news and worth the surgery right there alone... > > Yes, I had these feeling as you are, believe me I WAS my own worst critic on > this topic... I was glad and sad for the same reason... Looking at my breast > all scary looking and all.. As days passed by I began to accept my mistake, of > messing with God's Temple... I began to realize how lucky I was to be alive, > how blessed I truly was..... Time passed and it got easier as each day passed, > on the good days, I was so happy they were gone...... > On the bad days, I regretted getting them and kicked myself in the hind end > forever...... SO many thought, I wished they created a non thinking pill at > that point..... > Days and months passed and it was easier, when the stitches were out, brusing > healed up, fluffing began.... I was getting happier and feeling more > blessed.... The rash left my chest, I was really blessed, no more low grade fever, no > more red blood shot eyes, no more brain fog and no more feeling as though I > would die, a slow horrible death by poison.... Took awhile but I made it.... > Now when I see my breast small and the scars.... I see it as a lesson > learned, a very hard lesson learned.... I will not ever mess with God's Temple > again.... Never I could of lost my life by doing this and my kids need me, I am all > they have.... I will never believe most doctors, take control of my own > health.... Do more research..... I will help other women and warn them of the true > dangers.... I will never be my own worst critic and think I am less than since > I have no big fake breast with scars.... I will never put my kids and family > through hell from this sickness again.... I will warn my kids, and there > kids.... I will have to eat better and take care of myself..... I will have to > change my life, the way I once knew it.... I will be a survivor of breast > implants.... I can do this because I was dealt a bad hand of cards, but I flushed my > deck and got a new hand, my friend.... Move on...... Keep on Truckin....... > > God Bless You Jen!!!!!! Hang in there God has a plan for you Honey.... Looks > are nothing what is inside is so much more important... You care of others > when you are sick, you are so sweet and caring.... You have a great quality about > you, don't let anyone never make you think you are less than... You are God's > Child and your body is his Temple, perfect no matter what the outcome...... > > God Bless > > ~ > > > > ************************************** AOL now offers free email to everyone. > Find out more about what's free from AOL at http://www.aol.com. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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