For Joanne- Re: For Cindy H

September 6, 2010

Joanne,

My health care provider thinks most of my physical pain and exhaustion is due to

emotional pain. He's the one who got me started listening to Louise Haye and

also doing a energy healing technique called " The Healing Codes " . No results

there either. I did it for almost a year. Still listen to affirmations but not

as intense as i did. I probably need to though. I am planning on it after I get

an apartment. Right now when I listen I have to use a headset as the cd's

really irritate my dad. When I get my apartment I will probably play it nonstop

for awhile, just because I can. Lol I am in good spirits most of the time. I

have overcome my food addictions most of the time. I don't have a problem

sticking to the diet at home. In fact I don't have interest in even eating

sometimes and have to make myself eat. I do enjoy my food though. There was a

time when I was such an emotional mess that my food had no flavor and would go

straight through me it seemed. Now I have a constipation problem most of the

time. Louise Haye says that's a symptom of a problem with " letting things go " .

I'm not sure what I'm holding onto if that's true. This divorce and moving in

with my parents has forced me to let go of everything... my way of life, my

things, my kids don't even come over to visit me where they did before the

divorce. My oldest daughter has a drug addiction and I was worried about her

for a long time and have even quit thinking about it most of the time and when I

do it doesn't even upset me anymore. I have come to realize she is on her own

path of this thing we call life and will learn her own lessons without my help

and probably quicker without my interference... with the exception of prayer.

As I stated before I have food addictions, but I have overcome them. The only

reason I bought the two muffins last weekend was I was angry with the fact that

everything seems to be at a standstill in my life right now and I temporarily

quit caring about myself. So I indulged and I'm quite alright again. My diet

normally consists of meat, veggies (no starchy vegs), nuts, butter, eggs,

coconut oil, flaxseed, and sometimes a protein shake for breakfast. I do have a

1/2 c of blueberries in my protein shake and am not sure if this will prevent

the candida from healing. Otherwise, I think I am doing good. (I also lost a

lot of weight...204 to 118)

You mentioned a family break up and your husband having a brain hemhorage. Did

he survive? I don't know if you want to share or not, but was just wondering.

It sounds really bad and stressful for you.

More later.

Hugs,

H

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