i got a horible surprise last night

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so tuesday night i started a video diary telling the truth of how it is for me

well my mother in law she called us and told us to stop over to pick up some

stuff on our way home from the city. well we got there and like 2 min later my

parents walked in. and they all wanted to talk to me about what was on the

video. they said that they didnt know that things were so bad. I mean HELLO i

went from being a very very active young person to cant move from the couch let

me see oh yeah i chose this no its not because im really really sick from some

horible disease called fibro .

they wouldnt even let me talk and they were offened they they didnt know how bad

things were and they were mad that i had tim hortons hot chocolate cause that

could set me back

ahhh im soo mad and hurt. my husband knows every thing and was very mad at

thenm too but was so hurt by what they did he couldnt talk to me about it and

they werent criticizing him!

my step dad said you need an accountability person to keep you no what ever you

are supposed to do ect but wouldnt listen to the fact that bee says to go slow

..

they wouldnt let me talk they didnt really care they all just want to look good

to others for taking care of me but dont really want to do what we need when we

ask.

like for christmas they all want to know what we want and we said new healthy

cook ware and they ignore that and keep asking like i didnt tall them or say is

nt there any thing else

no! i want my health iand this is one way you selfish people can hel is what i

want to say.

i guess i have learned that ill just keep my mouth shut and ignor all of them

the thing that was really upsetting is that they felt they had to do this in an

intervention type way. why couldnt they say uhey we need to talk. bc they were

only thinkingabout what they wanted not that the fact that all that stress would

not be good for me

sorry for venting

meagan