Recovery

[Guest guest]

Penny:

Now it is your turn.

What is your address? I want to write to you privately regarding the

recovery of your child.

I have every reason to believe that I will have my son back within 2 years or

less. He is very toxic due to the poison in the vaccines that were injected

into his tiny body (courtesy of the FDA). With the proper detox (NOT

pharmeceutical drugs!), SCD for the gut dysbiosis, the proper carnial sacral

therapist

(ought to be covered by your insurance), and therapy (floortime) you CAN

recover your beloved child. I've seen it done again and again by this wonderful

doctor I'm seeing and am no longer in the despair I used to be because I know I

have the answer. The glass is 1/2 full.

Jacquie

Penny writes :

As I'm

> reading this I'm crying. Crying for everything that's been lost along the

> way. I'm crying for my daughters who have to see their Mom in turmoil all

> the time. Who have to give up so many things for the sake of their

brother.

> I want our lives back but most of all I want my son's life back. When is

it

> our turn?

[Guest guest]

Jacquie:

I've ordered the book and should get it this week. My private email is

mcksmom@.... Let me know if you want my mailing address. I can't wait

to hear from you. You may be my shining star this Christmas.

Thank you

Penny

Re: Recovery

Penny:

Now it is your turn.

What is your address? I want to write to you privately regarding the

recovery of your child.

I have every reason to believe that I will have my son back within 2 years or

less. He is very toxic due to the poison in the vaccines that were injected

into his tiny body (courtesy of the FDA). With the proper detox (NOT

pharmeceutical drugs!), SCD for the gut dysbiosis, the proper carnial sacral

therapist

(ought to be covered by your insurance), and therapy (floortime) you CAN

recover your beloved child. I've seen it done again and again by this

wonderful

doctor I'm seeing and am no longer in the despair I used to be because I know

I

have the answer. The glass is 1/2 full.

Jacquie

Penny writes :

As I'm

> reading this I'm crying. Crying for everything that's been lost along the

> way. I'm crying for my daughters who have to see their Mom in turmoil all

> the time. Who have to give up so many things for the sake of their

brother.

> I want our lives back but most of all I want my son's life back. When is

it

> our turn?

[Guest guest]

Did I miss something? What book are you talking about?

Thanks,

Re: Recovery

>

>

> Penny:

> Now it is your turn.

> What is your address? I want to write to you privately regarding the

> recovery of your child.

> I have every reason to believe that I will have my son back within 2

years or

> less. He is very toxic due to the poison in the vaccines that were

injected

> into his tiny body (courtesy of the FDA). With the proper detox (NOT

> pharmeceutical drugs!), SCD for the gut dysbiosis, the proper carnial

sacral therapist

> (ought to be covered by your insurance), and therapy (floortime) you CAN

> recover your beloved child. I've seen it done again and again by this

wonderful

> doctor I'm seeing and am no longer in the despair I used to be because I

know I

> have the answer. The glass is 1/2 full.

> Jacquie

> Penny writes :

>

> As I'm

> > reading this I'm crying. Crying for everything that's been lost along

the

> > way. I'm crying for my daughters who have to see their Mom in turmoil

all

> > the time. Who have to give up so many things for the sake of their

> brother.

> > I want our lives back but most of all I want my son's life back. When

is

> it

> > our turn?

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Penny,

I meant to reply earlier,sorry for the delay.

My heart weeps for you, and I know how you feel because we are in

exactly the same position. My son is a little younger than yours, but

so far we've tried most of what you have tried,ABA, gf/cf,sensory and

occupational therapy, speech therapy, SCD, Secretin for 6 months, Son-

Rise therapy 7 months- still ongoing, Lutein free diet, Body ecology

diet, 3 different homeopaths, every lab test out there, colonoscopy

and endoscopy, endocrine testing, EEG, every new supplement ever

invented plus environmental testing. Adds up to a fortune which we

don't have - we cashed in our pension plan and with only 20 years

till retirement I can tell you I am more than a little worried about

all of our futures. My husband is concerned we'll go bankrupt. BUT...

I keep plugging away because of all those kids who recover.......so

why not my kid?

I used to be inspired by the recovery stories. Now I am very wary

because I've found out there is so much the parents don't tell you.

We did SCD from May to October 2003, and during that time I posted

over 90 messages asking for advice because SCD working for my son. I

ran an informal survey asking how severe the kids were who were

doing so well. I didn't get many responses, but it turns out that

most kids who recover on SCD were not very severe to begin with. For

example, Sue from Pickering - daughter age 4 - emailed me

privatly several times. Sue is very kind and compasionate and she

told me that s autistic symptoms were very very mild when she

was diagnosed, mainly a language delay. Other moms like Mimi (List

owner) said her kid was diagnosed with Aspergers - a much milder form

of autism. The original story that you refered to about Colin - he

was diagnosed with PDD - again a milder form. It seems to me that

these kids were not very severe to begin with, and all they had to do

was clear up a yeast/bacteria infection which SCD does quite nicely.

I have met other kids who have recovered on other sites, one in 2

weeks would you believe! So I went after that therapy too and they

told me to expect a turnaround in 2-3 weeks. It's been 3 months and

I'm still waiting.

Next month we are booked for Sensory Integraton therapy - Tomatis

method - today I just read that Bernard Rimland and friends don't

approve of Tomatis, they prefer Berard method. How do I know which

one will work for us? I guess we'll try them both to the tune of

$1000 each. In Feb we go back to the Options Institute in Mass. for a

week of Son-Rise intensive therapy with our son, $18,000 for the week

including travel etc. We live in a very rural area of Western Canada,

couldn't be a more inconvenient place to live with a child with autism

no services at all, have to travel at least 2 hours to the nearest

large centre.

My son doesn't speak, I have no idea what foods he can tolerate or

not. No idea if he has a tummy ache. All the diets say add in foods

one at a time to see if there is a reaction. What reaction? He is off

the wall one minute then fatigued and zoned out the next regardless

of what he eats. He gets up in the morning making the wierdest sounds

and looking completely spaced out and he hasn't even touched a food

or drink yet. It's beyond me how others can tell if there

kid 'tolerates' a food or not.

On Monday we went to our regular Cranial Sacral appt and our

therapist had been talking to her friend who had offered to contact

my son in the spirit world. " Sure, why not, " I said, " maybe we'll get

some answers. " Well, it turns out, according to her conversation with

my sons spirit that he is autistic because he beleives he was not

wanted before he was born. This crushed me - he was and is very much

wanted. We also saw a healer last year who said our son is the

reincarnation of my husbands dead brother, who died 7 years ago, age

29 from pancreatic cancer. He had ulcerative colitis most of his life

and apparantly my son had come back to finish what his uncle did not

get done before he died - what ever that is.

I feel like I'm going crazy with all this, and I grab onto anything

that I feel may help. Like you, I don't want to accept it and feel I

must be missing something. After all, everyone else is " solving the

puzzle " what am I missing? I also thought that just changing the

diet, doing ABA and loving my son for who he is would make him normal.

So far it hasn't worked. I cry often for my son and his lost

childhood, for my daughter who is growing up with so much pain in her

family and for my husband and myself - this is not what we wanted and

not the way it should be. Every day I wonder " when is it our

turn? " " haven't I done enough? " and my biggest fear is " what will

happen to my son if something happens to me? "

For all those that have their kids on the road to recovery I am happy

for them. If changing the diet worked for them, then great. I wish we

could all be so fortunate. New year is a very sad time for me because

I look back to see if we accomplished all the things I set out to do

with my son. This time last year I was going to have him well on the

way to recovery and it was supposed to be a wonderful christmas. No

such luck, so I'll make the same promise to myself for next year.

I have recently started enzymes, read Enzymes and Autism by

DeFelice, (like I need another book to add to the autism library I

already have). Anyhow, it's worth a try. She has a website

www.enzymestuff.com

I guess I don't have any message of hope and inspiration for you -

just to let you know that I too am wondering " When is it my turn " ?

and " why are others so fortunate by just changing the diet? "

If only it were that simple.

Feel free to contact me anytime.

Warm regards,

.

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