Hi everyone!

[Guest guest]

Hi everybody and new members -

My son and I have moved into our new house and we love it. I was

unaware the AOL cancelled my account so now I have new address

(monaysar8@...) and I also got a new computer - works great and

is really fast. The move was very tiresome and it was basically my

son and I moving everything! except big things the movers took. We

haven't gotten a dog yet - but we did adopt a cat from the animal

shelter - she's so pretty - all black, green eyes, and loves to talk

and cuddle (i think she might have some siamese in her). Physcially

just been very tired achy and my lower back is hurting like crazy

again. I'm going to have my Social Security hearing in the next 3

months or so - so I really need to prepare for that - please pray

that it goes well and I receive my benefits. I feel like I'm always

under stress because of my Long term disability insurance staying on

my back about my medical conditions, however, I guess they haven't

really been too bad, just knowing that without my doctor filling out

the paperwork every 2 months they can drop me anytime is just always

on my mind. I go through feelings of when I do feel good, well I

should be working and then i feel guilty about getting my benefit,

but then reality sets in and i get up feeling like crap - and all

that guilt goes away, then i feel that i deserve it - we have to do

what we need to to survive and keep well along with a positive

attitude. The bad days still outweigh the good days - been this was

for over a year now - I know I have the early stages of MS - I just

know it and my neuro is missing this diagnosis - but I'm really going

to have a good talk with him in January. Also, I think I didn't

mention to you that my Rheumy's mother has Lupus and that's why he

became a Rheumy - she has had it for 20 years so he grew up with it -

and he really can sympothize with how i feel. He is my support with

my SSD case and disability. Thank god for him! Well I've babbled

enough wanted to check in with everyone, I've missed you all and your

support. Instead to getting e-mails in my in-box i'm going to the

site and checking them - i just don't want my inbox to get full and

then the e-mails start bouncing. It took me so long to go thru the

procedures to join the group again - i must really be going nuts or

something - my brain just doesn't work the way it used to - so

frustrating! Wishing all of you well and Love all of you, peace and

prayers.

Luv Nadia & Giovani

[Guest guest]

MM -

Thanks for the welcome back I wasn't sure if anyone received my message. I miss everyone and will try to keep up with everyone - always wishing everyone well. We just love our hous --- but you know i was thinking the other day that -- nothing can make me happier than having yhour health back no house, no car, no materialistic things in life -- but we have been very blessed!!! waiting so long for this.....love everyone -- can't really sleep these days back has been killing me......thanks again and i hope that you are doing well....

Luv, Nadia & Giovani

[Guest guest]

Dear Nadia and Giovani, congratulations on the house, may it always be a comfort and a haven for you. The old saying is that a mans home is his castle, well it's also our haven and castle isn't it? May Jesus fill each corner of your home with his love and his peace. May he touch you with his healing hand. Love Ardie

Re: Hi everyone!

MM -Thanks for the welcome back I wasn't sure if anyone received my message. I miss everyone and will try to keep up with everyone - always wishing everyone well. We just love our hous --- but you know i was thinking the other day that -- nothing can make me happier than having yhour health back no house, no car, no materialistic things in life -- but we have been very blessed!!! waiting so long for this.....love everyone -- can't really sleep these days back has been killing me......thanks again and i hope that you are doing well....Luv, Nadia & Giovani "The LUPIES Store" Come check out our store...http://www.cafepress.com/thelupies"The LUPIES Web Page"http://www.itzarion.com/lupusgroup.html"The LUPIES online photo albums!" Check out what your fellow Lupies look like...http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=lupies