Guest guest Posted August 2, 2002 Report Share Posted August 2, 2002 Aww Vic, I'm sorry you didn't get the promotion - but ya know - you probably didn't really need the extra stress right? Extra money is ok, but the stress and responsibility - not. Just get back on track starting now, and in no time you'll be so beautiful all the men will throw money at you and you'll be glad to have the extra 'non- promotion' time to yourself :-) By the way - I think you were better of with the %-off cookies than the fried food --- so look at it this way - between the two, you still made the wise choice. LOL. (Don't forget to have an emergancy junkfood bag hidden somewhere - popcorn air-popped, fat free pringles or pretzles, snackwell cookies, sweetescapes candy bars, crunchy granola bars, super sweet gooy tooth = fat free orange slices - the expencive $1.50 per bag brand of course!.....what ever you mihgt be in the mood for - have it in a low fat low calorie form, just incase. Oh --- my newest emergancy 'junk food'....coco pebbles with skim milk. So yum! (it is hidden in my underware drawer! LOL. You go ahead and cry all you want - then pick someone to blame and let me know who we sould spout off about! Ang > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything besides 2 shrimp. > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign else. > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk to, hes out. I eat more junk > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow myself to cry. > > > > --------------------------------- > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 2, 2002 Report Share Posted August 2, 2002 Vic, *Takes all the junk food and hides it* Don't beat yourself up over your the promotion. That really bites! I wish I had some gradious encouraging words for you but all I can say is keep strong! We care for you here. We know that your a hard worker and we knew you were nervious going into this dinner meeting. Tomorrows another day! Hugs Kate --- scavadia wrote: > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken > wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes > small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything > besides 2 shrimp. > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not > giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i > smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign > else. > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % > ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk > to, hes out. I eat more junk > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through > pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i > look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow > myself to cry. > > > > --------------------------------- > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 2, 2002 Report Share Posted August 2, 2002 Im so sorry to hear about the promotion, your boss is crazy and i hope not taking advantage of you, dont let her darlin!!!! I still have my box of kleenex here if you need to join me on the bohoo couch...(((((HUGS)))))) to you gf and i know it seems rough, but i stil beleive that everything happens in its time.....to bad we cant hurry it along, especially the bad hours......quick silly joke....why did the fat lady cross the street?........Well, i was out of icecream and the cirlce K is right across my street!!!! hope it made you at least smile. XOXO Iris --- scavadia wrote: > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken > wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes > small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything > besides 2 shrimp. > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not > giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i > smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign > else. > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % > ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk > to, hes out. I eat more junk > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through > pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i > look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow > myself to cry. > > > > --------------------------------- > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 3, 2002 Report Share Posted August 3, 2002 awww vicky keep you chin up I have walked some wild miles lately and never fail to look for the brighter side if I get nervous instead of turning to food I turn to my fingernails ;o) taste great less filling .... susie --- scavadia wrote: <HR> <html><body> <tt> <BR> 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table<BR> <BR> 6:15 -my boss arrives. & nbsp; She orders fried chicken wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. & nbsp; She makes small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything besides 2 shrimp.<BR> <BR> 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not giving to me. I do all her work. & nbsp; I feel used but i smile and say its alright. & nbsp; I dont eat anythign else.<BR> <BR> 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; & nbsp; ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly)<BR> <BR> 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk to, hes out. & nbsp; I eat more junk<BR> <BR> 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through pictures. & nbsp; Me, during my anorexic years. & nbsp; i think i look perfect. & nbsp; why wasnt i happy? & nbsp; god. & nbsp; I allow myself to cry. <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 4, 2002 Report Share Posted August 4, 2002 Thanks susie, Another one of my goals was to allow my nails to grow out-but the weight loss one is more important: ) Vic SUSAN LAWSON wrote:awww vicky keep you chin up I have walked some wild miles lately and never fail to look for the brighter side if I get nervous instead of turning to food I turn to my fingernails ;o) taste great less filling .... susie --- scavadia wrote: --------------------------------- 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything besides 2 shrimp. 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign else. 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk to, hes out. I eat more junk 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow myself to cry. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 4, 2002 Report Share Posted August 4, 2002 It definitly made me smile, Thanks you : ) It's nice to have the support of friends : ) (and the open invitation to the bohoo couch) Vicky Iris wrote: Im so sorry to hear about the promotion, your boss is crazy and i hope not taking advantage of you, dont let her darlin!!!! I still have my box of kleenex here if you need to join me on the bohoo couch...(((((HUGS)))))) to you gf and i know it seems rough, but i stil beleive that everything happens in its time.....to bad we cant hurry it along, especially the bad hours......quick silly joke....why did the fat lady cross the street?........Well, i was out of icecream and the cirlce K is right across my street!!!! hope it made you at least smile. XOXO Iris --- scavadia wrote: > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken > wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes > small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything > besides 2 shrimp. > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not > giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i > smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign > else. > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % > ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk > to, hes out. I eat more junk > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through > pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i > look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow > myself to cry. > > > > --------------------------------- > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 5, 2002 Report Share Posted August 5, 2002 Thanks so much ang. I'm sorry i didn't reply to this sooner-my computer kept shutting down before i finished reading emails. The orange slices sound perfect for my cravings- i'll have to keep them around for this time of month. Today i'm doing (and feeling) much better Vicky amdvdhjr wrote:Aww Vic, I'm sorry you didn't get the promotion - but ya know - you probably didn't really need the extra stress right? Extra money is ok, but the stress and responsibility - not. Just get back on track starting now, and in no time you'll be so beautiful all the men will throw money at you and you'll be glad to have the extra 'non- promotion' time to yourself :-) By the way - I think you were better of with the %-off cookies than the fried food --- so look at it this way - between the two, you still made the wise choice. LOL. (Don't forget to have an emergancy junkfood bag hidden somewhere - popcorn air-popped, fat free pringles or pretzles, snackwell cookies, sweetescapes candy bars, crunchy granola bars, super sweet gooy tooth = fat free orange slices - the expencive $1.50 per bag brand of course!.....what ever you mihgt be in the mood for - have it in a low fat low calorie form, just incase. Oh --- my newest emergancy 'junk food'....coco pebbles with skim milk. So yum! (it is hidden in my underware drawer! LOL. You go ahead and cry all you want - then pick someone to blame and let me know who we sould spout off about! Ang > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything besides 2 shrimp. > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign else. > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk to, hes out. I eat more junk > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow myself to cry. > > > > --------------------------------- > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 5, 2002 Report Share Posted August 5, 2002 Thanks so much ang. I'm sorry i didn't reply to this sooner-my computer kept shutting down before i finished reading emails. The orange slices sound perfect for my cravings- i'll have to keep them around for this time of month. Today i'm doing (and feeling) much better Vicky amdvdhjr wrote:Aww Vic, I'm sorry you didn't get the promotion - but ya know - you probably didn't really need the extra stress right? Extra money is ok, but the stress and responsibility - not. Just get back on track starting now, and in no time you'll be so beautiful all the men will throw money at you and you'll be glad to have the extra 'non- promotion' time to yourself :-) By the way - I think you were better of with the %-off cookies than the fried food --- so look at it this way - between the two, you still made the wise choice. LOL. (Don't forget to have an emergancy junkfood bag hidden somewhere - popcorn air-popped, fat free pringles or pretzles, snackwell cookies, sweetescapes candy bars, crunchy granola bars, super sweet gooy tooth = fat free orange slices - the expencive $1.50 per bag brand of course!.....what ever you mihgt be in the mood for - have it in a low fat low calorie form, just incase. Oh --- my newest emergancy 'junk food'....coco pebbles with skim milk. So yum! (it is hidden in my underware drawer! LOL. You go ahead and cry all you want - then pick someone to blame and let me know who we sould spout off about! Ang > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She makes small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything besides 2 shrimp. > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign else. > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies % ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk to, hes out. I eat more junk > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow myself to cry. > > > > --------------------------------- > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 5, 2002 Report Share Posted August 5, 2002 Anytime darlin, glad to know youre still smiling XOXO Iris --- scavadia wrote: > > It definitly made me smile, Thanks you : ) It's > nice to have the support of friends : ) (and the > open invitation to the bohoo couch) > Vicky > Iris wrote: > Im so sorry to hear about the promotion, your boss > is > crazy and i hope not taking advantage of you, dont > let > her darlin!!!! I still have my box of kleenex here > if > you need to join me on the bohoo > couch...(((((HUGS)))))) to you gf and i know it > seems > rough, but i stil beleive that everything happens in > its time.....to bad we cant hurry it along, > especially > the bad hours......quick silly joke....why did the > fat > lady cross the street?........Well, i was out of > icecream and the cirlce K is right across my > street!!!! hope it made you at least smile. > > XOXO > Iris > --- scavadia wrote: > > > > 6:00- i arrive at the restaurant and get a table > > > > 6:15 -my boss arrives. She orders fried chicken > > wings, fries, and shrimp for us to share. She > makes > > small talk and chomps away. I dont eat anything > > besides 2 shrimp. > > > > 6:45-boss finally brings up the promotion shes not > > giving to me. I do all her work. I feel used but i > > smile and say its alright. I dont eat anythign > > else. > > > > 7:30-i'm hungry, so i stop at 7-11 and buy cookies > % > > ed-off vicky isnt thinking too clearly) > > > > 7:45-call boyfriend really needing someone to talk > > to, hes out. I eat more junk > > > > 9:00-more junk food while i am looking through > > pictures. Me, during my anorexic years. i think i > > look perfect. why wasnt i happy? god. I allow > > myself to cry. > > > > > > > > --------------------------------- > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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