8 wk surgery update

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Hi all,

Well, it has been 8 wks since my perinioplasty. The scar tissue

doesn't really hurt to touch, but it is sooooo painful to stretch!!

I hurts worse than before! And there are many places where my doc

didn't take out painful skin, he only took out the hymn and glands.

My doc said I don't need dialator therapy, but I know he is dead

wrong. I have been on capsaicin treatment for 2 wks. The area above

my urethra is completely pain free now!! And the areas near the hymen

and the scar tissue itself has improved a little bit.

- what was it like when you started dialator therapy? Did

it hurt really bad? I am really worried that the surgery didn't work

at all. I know you aren't progressing too well now, but I am praying

for you.

I feel like I am becoming more sexual. My boyfriend spends a lot of

time on me to arouse me. And now, I try not to say no anymore. I

used to b/c orgasming was so much of an effort, I just didn't want to

try. Now, my bf will do oral sex and if I don't orgasm, I just bust

out my vibrator, and orgasm while he kisses me or something, so I no

longer have the negative energy or pressure to orgasm from oral sex.

Actually, a few days ago, he was doing his thing, and I actually had

an orgasm just from him!!! It was b/c I had no pressure on me and it

felt soooo gooood!

Well, I'll let ya'll go!

Love and Prayers,

Ruth