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Wow. I am getting really overloaded reading these posts. On several

groups, actually. I realize I am being overloaded by some on this

group, some on the autieparents group (lots to get overloaded about on

that one today!) and .... I dunno that I will stop reading, though,

but I AM getting overloaded. I have been having some nightmares about

stuff like the Combatting Autism Act, restraints and aversives, etc.

etc. etc. Kids being given growth hormones to stunt them so they can

be carried around. Crappy behavior toward ASpies on the job... I take

it all in and take it personally and then get way too upset. Anyway, i

am NOT saying " Please just post a bunch of mindless pablum for me "

(ERK.) Just wanted to say I get wound up and exhausted sometimes... I

am still not over the disjunct between when I first learned I was

autistic and was like " Hey, COOL! So THAT'S what I am! " and having the

impulse to tell everyone the good news... and then all THIS... stuff...

I would do the same thing if a so-called friend told me that

autistic/disabled people should not have the right to speak for

themselves. I would be speechless, angry, not know what to say, feel

betrayed, etc. Right now it is just easier for me to NOT have friends

since I do feel betrayed by the one I had. Anyway, maybe I will go

drink some CAFFEINE and try to get back to my freelance job, which is

a bit interesting this week, and try not to worry about my music job,

which for a few reasons is SCARY this week.

Rhonda

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