Little background and hopeful hints

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It has been a few months since I have been here. A llittle background for the new ones. 93 diagnosed with Lupus,94 swamp cooler falls on my face over a hundred stitches to close, 97 bone marrow lekuemia 3 to 5 years, 97 Chiari, Chiari surgery in Jan of 98, Mellanome surgery in Sept, of 98.Hey it's not so bad sometimes. Surgery i had 3 days in icu then 6 days in the ward. For the person in California A doctor by the name of Abu- Assul In Loma did my surgery. First one he had done but was good I guess. Had it done so fast no time to think. Yes I would have it done again. At least it took care of a couple of problems. I got a Select Comfort bed and special pillow and they both have helped. Am on a lot of meds but at this time just keep me comfortable. Am half way there. Of courde have good and bad days.Stress will kill you.I live by myself so it can be hard but try to keep smiling.Life is just a bowl of charrys. I had a neighbor that you to say life is hell then you die. I am not ready to go there yet. It seems like I can think of things I want to say then when I start typing I forget. Well time for lunch and meds. please post when you have time. I am generally around. Please keep the faith and try not ot let things get to you it is not worth it. Take it from the old lady. Any help I can give let me know. I am a good listener. Love to you all. Lou