what I took

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It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police. I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over. But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone. Thanks, Shirley

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Gee, Shirley, I think that I would ditch the booze, too! You take care of you--

WE care! Love, n

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It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police.

I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over.

But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone.

Thanks,

Shirley

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Shirley, be careful. All of us love you even if that no good self centered jerk with his head up (what letter are we on) *@ & $%^# but. Nobody is ever worth taking your life for and your friends just never get over it. Praying for you] 'Shirley wrote: It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a

kite. Not very good police. I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over. But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone. Thanks, Shirley

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Shirley, My Father was a suicide. Trust me, you DON'T want to do that. For more reasons than I can go into now. Just don't.

WE love ya kiddo...

Peace and Blessings

~*~ Akiba ~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://yodamamma.blogspot.com/

http://www.solay-twinflames.com

-- what I took

It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police.

I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over.

But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone.

Thanks,

hirley

[Guest guest]

WHEW! There you are Shirley. I hadn't seen this email from you when I sent the one asking people to check on you. Now why did the police come? And why were the medics there? Who called them?

Shirley, do you have family in the area? I'd like to hear about your family please. Do they live nearby? Are you originally from Indiana?

Sharon (MSersLife Group Owner/Creator)

Kind words may be short... but their echoes are endless.... Mother Theresa

what I took

It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police.

I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over.

But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone.

Thanks,

Shirley

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Akiba, I'm so very sorry. {{{{{{{{WarmHugs}}}}}}}} Challis Akiba wrote: Shirley, My Father was a suicide. Trust me, you DON'T want to do that. For more reasons than I can go into now. Just don't. WE love ya kiddo... Peace and Blessings ~*~ Akiba ~*~ Pragmatic Visionary http://yodamamma.blogspot.com/ http://www.solay-twinflames.com -- what I took It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police. I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over. But I'm

fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone. Thanks, hirley __________________________________________________

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It's ok, now, over 25 years later. It took a LONG time though. I still wish he could have met my son, he'd have just loved him. I like to think he does know of him, wherever he is.

Shirley...how are you today sweetie?

Peace and Blessings

~*~ Akiba ~*~

Pragmatic Visionary

http://yodamamma.blogspot.com/

http://www.solay-twinflames.com

-- what I took

It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police.

I took valium, mybldder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over.

But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone.

Thanks,

hirley

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As usual, I came in late on this discussion. Shirley please think twice before you think about doing yourself in. There are people out here that really do love and care for you. No man is worth killing yourself. I've been battling depression for some time now, but killing myself is not an option. Disappearing, may be. Please lean on your family here to get through this mess.

Akiba, I am sorry to hear about your father. My former 1st husband took his own life a few years ago. Leaving four children behind. A set a twins by me and two other kids by his girlfriend. Although, I wasn't effected by it much, the twins took it pretty hard. They are still trying to cope with it, and they are 27 years old.

Blessed be...Val

-- what I took

It's worn off me now....lol The police came by and told the medics I look fine. They couldn't tell I was higher than a kite. Not very good police.

I took valium, my bladder med, zanaflex and darvocet. I threw it all out but the darvocet. I was too close to taking too much of it all. Oh and drinking strawberry daquiris from Bartles and . I will take darvocet here again in just a bit so I will sleep for hours and hours! I'm fighting it all now, but as soon as I lay down I will be out. I was out when the police came over.

But I'm fine. I won't give him the easy way out. Just making myself miserable to I can push him away. I don't deserve anyone.

Thanks,

hirley