Guest guest Posted May 11, 2006 Report Share Posted May 11, 2006 Hi Val,……..i think most of my depression is situational, because today I am fine. The other day I was looking at some pictures of a house I use to live in that I sold to have another one built that was an accessible one, and then we had to sell it too, and it made me feel really sad. So maybe that coupled with Meno-Stuff was what caused me to feel so down when I originally wrote this? My family too has always seen me as being strong, and able to handle just about anything thrown at me, so if I act the least vulnerable, or helpless they just don’t know what to think. So some days I just get fed up with my many illnesses and wish I could go back to bed and pull the covers over my head and wish everything would go away. Lol…., the problem with that is I can’t stay in bed for long, because of the full body pain, and not being able to put weight on most areas of my body. [sigh] So I drag myself out of bed, and most days I am okay with my dull routines, but some days it just gets to me! Thank you for caring, and I’m glad you got some help from your neuro. There are free drug programs around. How about the one that Montel has been promoting? PPA or something like that? Hugs, Jackie From: MSersLife [mailto:MSersLife ] On Behalf Of Valene Sent: Wednesday, May 10, 2006 8:07 AM To: MSersLife Subject: Re: Depression.......RE: Jackie? Jackie- I am sorry you're having problems. I do know what it's like to only be able to use one hand. It can be very frustrating, to say the least. And yes, I too go through waves of depression. In fact, most of the time these days. I'm going to my neurologist today. I'm taking a list of complaints with me. Depression is on that list. There's got to be something that can be done. With me, I think I've just hit my limit of things going wrong with my health. And the fact, that everyone always sees me as being so strong and in control. I'm tired of being someone I'm not. I'm not always strong. I'm not always in control. Sometimes...I need a little help. But, I guess I've got everyone trained. There's no one I can go to now...they are so used to coming to me. Well, I'm going to see if there's something that can be done today. I'm ready to start feeling good. I hope you start feeling better soon. God bless... http://mscopgirl.blogspot.com http://360.yahoo.com/vallee45 -- Re: Jackie? Jackie, sorry you have been having trouble, but we always miss you! I do not think that MS should drive us into lurkerdom, but it did so to me for a while--Prednisone took care of that little problem; glad to see you back with us, and hoping that you will soon be feeling better. Love, n Jackie? I haven't seen anything come in to the group from you lately. How's everything in your corner of the Nation? Didn't you say you were born in Portland? My sister-in-law, Patti, was from Portland. Patti's father was a sports announcer in Portland. Maybe you remember ny Carpenter? I guess he was well known in the area. Sharon Sharon (MSersLife creator/owner) “One minute it's a giant cabbage and the next, ka-boom! You've got cole slaw all over you. " V.R. , Palmer, Alaska, where Cabbages grow huge Yahoo! Messenger with Voice. PC-to-Phone calls for ridiculously low rates. No virus found in this incoming message. Checked by AVG Anti-Virus. Version: 7.1.392 / Virus Database: 268.5.5/335 - Release Date: 5/9/2006 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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