My update & is it possible to make a new poll?

[Guest guest]

Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well, though I realize that

unfortunately that's probably not possible.

I haven't posted in a long time but have been doing my best to at

least try and read some posts everyday. I haven't been feeling very

well lately. Well not even lately, I guess it's been at least a few

months. It's strange how when you're home so much and just go day by

day to get to the next day and week and so on; how fast time flies by

sometimes. I sometimes look back to an email that was sent 2 months

ago and it feels like it happened yesterday. Yet some things that

happened just last week feel like an eternity ago. I'm sure most of

you understand what I'm saying?

This is also the 1 SINGLE place that I can come to online and not feel

obligated to post regularly, and know that most of you here understand

why many of us seem to 'disappear' during those bad times. Unlike the

'real' life with my friends and family, who often just hold a grudge

and think I am being antisocial, rude, arrogant, mean, unkind,

LAZY(!), uncommitted, selfish, self-centered, lying/faking and

'dramatic'; when I come back here during the 'good days', you all know

what we go through and are so kind and understanding. Or at least

everyone here is a good liar, just kidding

I've been feeling really bad lately but just wanted to check in & let

everyone know I am reading a lot of the posts and hope you all are

doing as good as you can. best wishes to you all,

Kar