Re: Weird/Difficult Dreams

May 5, 2008

I hear you.....I have been almost 9 months NC with my nada and got a

phone message from her last week that has me stirred up. Since then

I have had 2 dreams about bears attacking me and 3 disappointing

dreams about my husband (1. He is flirting with another woman right

in front of me and doesn't care, 2. He leaves me in China

with no phone and no way to find him. 3. He lets my car roll down

an embankment and then laughs about it.)

I guess that I am feeling attacked and have a huge fear that my

sweet husband will disappoint and abandon me???

I normally love to dream but lately would rather not!!!

drlingirl

>

> I had a dream last night that I was with my Nada, and I wanted to

> apologize for " running away from home " and not talking to her

anymore.

> I suppose I still hold a lot of guilt inside. She sure did a bang

up

> job of that. Trying so hard to let go, and I keep thinking I'm

doing

> well, then I have a dream. I wish I had more control.

>

> Still working on it!!

>

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