nada's accusations of sibling stuff...or any stuff...

[Guest guest]

In response to nada accusations...

When I refer in my posts to the big lie that i confront my nada

on...it is the one where she tells my little brother and sister for a

period of years unbeknownst (sp?) to me that my step-father and i had

an affair beginning when i was around 15 or something... She begins

telling them this after I move out and continues this story until they

themselves move out. This was hard for them to disbelieve since they

heard it since they were 8...

Not only is it pretty impossible for me to have relationships with my

siblings for my own flea reasons now... but back then I couldn't have

one because we had to distance ourselves from each other...we could

NEVER show support for each other in front of her...

In nada's world...siblings must always be kept in a divided and

conquered mode for nada's sense of well-being...

Sigh. Anyway...

Cord

P.s. my sad self feels the need to say for the record i did NOT have

an affair with my step-father...although he kissed me on the mouth

once when he was drunk and stuck his tongue out...ewwwwwww and this

happened when i moved back in for 2 weeks at age 18 between

apartments...she convinced me that i could stay there cause things

were different now. She was happy with my step-father and the 'kids'

respected her as their new mom instead of me being the care-taker all

the time...which is why apparently the family dynamic never worked

out...cause i got in the way role-wise and confused my little brother

and sister. It was most definitely not the eight beers and 8 valiums

and the perpetual 'cord, can u fix dinner for the kids, i'm tired'

No, not that.

end rant

cord