*I know you can't help, but HELP!*

[Guest guest]

*HELP* I am in the heart of " you don't need pain meds you just need

exercise " land. My medication has run out on time and my doctor will

not return my phone calls. All I have asked for is enough to make it

to her next appointment.

I am in so much pain. I have spent most the day crying but that

didn't help. I'm trying to occupy my mind with other things. It

doesn't help much. I need to go to Abilene TX (50 miles away) and

find a new doctor who doesn't think I'm faking or just need more

exercise. ARE THEY INSANE? I've torn ligaments in both of my knees

and can barely make it to the bathroom. I run into everything along

the way due to the uselessness of my knees.

ARGH I'm going insane and I have a 16 year old daughter to raise so

I can't " check out " I must find an understanding doctor somehow,

someway. I've lost my will to exist in this amount of pain. Can't

they understand that?