Counseling disaster?

[Guest guest]

I have never had any therapy and in Sept was required to start

counseling for a variety of reasons which I will not go into right

now. Basically, things were going ok with the counselor until she

found out I had been required to go. First she talked about cutting

back on the appointments, and then today she asked how long I am even

required to go. She wants me to tell her what I need to work on when

I guess part of the problem is I have no idea what parts of me are

normal and what parts aren't-- hence that I need a little more

insight than my warped view can offer. Anyway, have any of you other

KOs had problems in therapy or at least in having to 'direct'

therapy? I am not overly concerned with whether I was 'required' to

go or not. I'd like to work on some of the problems I have as a

result of my childhood. But then again, this is me-- someone says

jump I say how high. Go to therapy, so I go. Therapist not

comfortable with providing therapy to someone forced into therapy, so

I'm not comfortable either. I just go with the flow and it gets

ridiculous sometimes.