Guest guest Posted March 5, 2004 Report Share Posted March 5, 2004 Pound the snot out of something!? See you are already coping better than me. I want to pound the snot out of some people. Mostly the ones I work with but there is one other.... I'm starting a list. I went home from work on time last night. By accident. I thought it was an hour later and that I was late. I'm now officially so stressed that I can't even tell the time. What next? I got to go to bed. Take care Big hugs Terrible News > > > Hi All, > > Found out today that my dad has cancer again. He had prostate cancer over >7 years ago. He went to the urologists today and they gave him a shot of >Interfurion (don't know how to spell it) and sent him home with two new >meds. He's back on Monday for an ultra sound and then we have the big >consult on the 15th to decide what needs to be done. My dad will be 73 in >may. > I'm stunned by the news. Dad doens't know - he thinks he's having a >slight bladder problem with dripping (sorry to be so grafic). His last >surgery was so hard on him that he said he would have prefered to die then >have had it - how is he going to react to another one? > I don't know if I can take both of them terminally ill and needing care at >the same time. It just seems so f%$^ing unfair on them, on me....enough >already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I'll gain stength as I go along but today >I feel tapped out. So, if you can hear me God, cut it out already because I >don't know if I can deal with it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > Courage > > Please follow this link to learn more about Lewy Body Dementia > http://www.lewybodydementia.org > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 5, 2004 Report Share Posted March 5, 2004 PS I found a piece of music tonight. I wish I could play it to you now because it's beautiful. Terrible News > > > Hi All, > > Found out today that my dad has cancer again. He had prostate cancer over >7 years ago. He went to the urologists today and they gave him a shot of >Interfurion (don't know how to spell it) and sent him home with two new >meds. He's back on Monday for an ultra sound and then we have the big >consult on the 15th to decide what needs to be done. My dad will be 73 in >may. > I'm stunned by the news. Dad doens't know - he thinks he's having a >slight bladder problem with dripping (sorry to be so grafic). His last >surgery was so hard on him that he said he would have prefered to die then >have had it - how is he going to react to another one? > I don't know if I can take both of them terminally ill and needing care at >the same time. It just seems so f%$^ing unfair on them, on me....enough >already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I'll gain stength as I go along but today >I feel tapped out. So, if you can hear me God, cut it out already because I >don't know if I can deal with it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > Courage > > Please follow this link to learn more about Lewy Body Dementia > http://www.lewybodydementia.org > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 5, 2004 Report Share Posted March 5, 2004 Thank you so much for this lovely reply! I don't know how you've coped with both of your parents ill even if they are 300 miles away - the worry does not care about things like distance. Gosh, I'm so angry right now that I'd just like to pound the snot out of something and I'm really not a violent person. I'm so exhausted and think I'll go make a pot of coffee and try to lose myself in a good book. Tomorrow I'll start researching my dad's options on the net so that I go into the meeting with more than just a blank stare. Thanks for caring , as always. Courage Terrible News > > > Hi All, > > Found out today that my dad has cancer again. He had prostate cancer over >7 years ago. He went to the urologists today and they gave him a shot of >Interfurion (don't know how to spell it) and sent him home with two new >meds. He's back on Monday for an ultra sound and then we have the big >consult on the 15th to decide what needs to be done. My dad will be 73 in >may. > I'm stunned by the news. Dad doens't know - he thinks he's having a >slight bladder problem with dripping (sorry to be so grafic). His last >surgery was so hard on him that he said he would have prefered to die then >have had it - how is he going to react to another one? > I don't know if I can take both of them terminally ill and needing care at >the same time. It just seems so f%$^ing unfair on them, on me....enough >already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know I'll gain stength as I go along but today >I feel tapped out. So, if you can hear me God, cut it out already because I >don't know if I can deal with it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! > Courage > > Please follow this link to learn more about Lewy Body Dementia > http://www.lewybodydementia.org > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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