Guest guest Posted December 22, 2003 Report Share Posted December 22, 2003 I can relate... thanks..I am 52 and I still avoid families and friends... I ususally have to work.. and I do feel guilty...I was invited to a party tomorrow and I dont really want to go.. unfortunately my son had told her --a friend --I had to work and she called and i told her i didnt.. drats... than I had no excuse to say no... now i am stuck going to a party Crap... I also avoid family... its like going to a dentist to go to a family gathering.. and I really dont know why...i think I feel they are judging me and of course I am judging them... oh well... ill be glad when the holidays are over with... xmas bah humbug... If I were never invited to friends or family I would feel bad and when I am invited I feel bad... guess I am not loving what is... am I ? This friend who invited me to a party tomorrow is always selling something.. I wonder if she will be selling something... i certainly hope not.. if she is I wonder if i have the guts to get up and leave.. I doubt it...i should ask her if she is selling something.. but I didnt I was chicken... damn ... merry xmas and happy hannukah to all.. and happy new year... the recluse.. roslyn Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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