Guest guest Posted August 3, 2002 Report Share Posted August 3, 2002 Sometimes I get to feeling very alone, then I get a message like this from my friend and it just picks me up and makes me want to cry, not from bein sad just because I feel so grateful for people... 'hey mud - what's shakin? how is your eyeball? what's new? when are u coming to see me????? i miss you and love you. ~ lisa' friends whom I think don't care,whom I assume are too busy to call me back or are tired of me... then they remind me that's only my depression talking. : ) People do get busy, busy which I miss. I had viral pinkeye recently and was feeling sick (it's not west nile as far as I know hehe- but man did I get tired and hurting)and when I'm not feeling well on top of the pain, it gets to be alot. Then thinking about past mistreatment was boggling to my mind, but you know, they can all kiss my...cheeks. Those insensitive uncaring docs aren't holding me at night or running any bathwater for me and one thing for sure they're not losing any sleep over me either, so why should I give them any more emotional energy that is a precious commodity? No, they can't have this space in my head, they are not paying rent. I'm saving my caring for my true friends and that includes those who have written to me here in support of my experiences, for which I am very grateful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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