ON MY WAY........

[Guest guest]

Well, here we go again! On my way to Delano for my 3 month follow up after

my week long " visit " at DRMC September 1st. I am praying that I get to come

home but with all that has gone on this last 3 months and since my mothers

death

3 weeks ago I have lost 22 pounds and am just a wee bit dehydrated and

skinny as hell! Depression and grief - not a diet I would recommend to anyone!

I

HAVE been good about taking my supplements, it's food and water I can't seem

to handle at all. The bone pain Dee talks about in the newsletter? It's very

real, and it HURTS and it makes getting up and cooking damn miserable - some

days I am so tired and hurt so bad all I can do is sleep for 18-20 hours. But

I am trying to fight it - I am trying to make myself eat and drink, the

fatigue from the calcium loss alone is bad enough without adding lack of

nourishment. Damn, I read of Dee's 2 year battle back from calcium deficiency

and I

think, WOW, it has only been 3 months for me and already I am sick of this

fight! I think it will be a lifelong battle to keep my levels up but I know I

have to try! So here I am, on my way to see the good Doc and hoping that I get

to come home tonight!

HUGS ALL!

Cindee