For It

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Dear It,

(See below: You are " > " i am nothing)

> The wonderful thing about reality is that it doesn't wait on my

> recognition. A feeling of grief is quite impossible without a thought

> of grief. A feeling of love is quite impossible without a loving

> thought.

I hear It and that that is its experience. Thank It for telling us.

> I can understand how anyone could miss the original thought,

> if you are not looking for it. That is why I always suggest the

> opposite, if someone really wants to know what's true.

The implication i hear is that It thinks that anyone who doesn't find a thought

behind

a feeling doesn't really want to know what is true. That's an interesting

thought.

> Try to feel

> grief without thinking a thought of great loss. Try to feel love

> without having a loving thought.

I prefer not trying, though i often find myself stressfully trying to figure

everything

out. If the feelings are not stressful and i am not aware of

thoughts--um--well--

those moments are wonderful. I remember once a couple of months ago crying

deeply, looking for a stressful thought and not finding it. Now, It might tell

me that i

didn't really want to know the truth but in that moment, in that absence of

thoughts, i

completely surrendered to the moment, the tears, the whatever feeling was

there... no

need to explain... what peace in simply allowing the feeling to be without

analysing or

needing to figure out. If i need to know the thought then i will! I have plenty

of

stressful thoughts that i'm aware of and i can easily stick with those. Maybe It

would

say i don't really want to know what's true? It could very well be right

sometimes. It

may know a lot more than i. Thank It for sharing its truth with me.

> That I am " beating to death " TFAH or trying to convince anyone of its

> truth is just your projection.

Yes that is my projection. How could It tell?!

> I cannot convince anyone of anything.

Not for lack of trying! Ha It couldn't resist!

> If I thought there was " someone " to be convinced I would be confused

> indeed! As I have said before " it " writes, and then I get to tell the

> story that " I " did it.

Please let It know that i thank it for writing through Neo's fingers. Neo sure

must be

wondering what's going on here!

> I would be insane if I thought everyone on this list would understand

> TFAH, some will others won't.

Yes, seems that a couple of people say they understand it and many more probably

do understand it and don't need to say anything or don't care.

> I really don't have anything to do with

> it. My happiness and peace have NOTHING to do with what ANYONE says

> on this list, my happiness and peace depend ONLY on my thinking

> (story).

Yes, i understand.

> LOL, " it " really needed to hear what was written above, even if no

> one else hears it

I hear It and i thank It.

love,

Heidi

>

> Love,

>

>

> Neo