Worst case scenario

[Guest guest]

OK I found out that a couple of people have gone on for long periods with no

improvement. Some people claim they've gone 4 years some have gone 6 years and

some have gone indefinitely with no improvement. This terrifies me. I am a very

young and healthy kid. I could not bear going another 50-60 years like this and

then dying without ever knowing what sexual gratification is. I really need some

kind of reassurance. I took ssri's and antipsychotics for a period of 6-7 months

and then I quit cold turkey. I am a year sober now with no sign of recovery. I

get burning sensations when I pee. I have total anaesthesia and no response to

visual stimulus or fantasies. I noticed today that I have a mild headache all

the time. It is deeper and unlike normal headaches. It seems more stinging. I am

so scared right now.