I feel liek a terrible person.

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I just realized something terrible about myself. I have a friend who is very

skinny (not gorgeous, but she IS skinny, bubbly, flirty and a little easy) and

every time I refer to her while talking to my husband or family I really talk

bad about her. I don't exactly say bad things about HER per se, but I talk

really horribly about " skinny, flirty, slutty girls " in general(but I know I am

referring to her, even though I don't say her name).

I am not like that. I study, I work, I'm fairly intelligent and what you would

call a " good girl " . My husband like the " good girl " he sees in me a great future

mother and he knows I'm a good wife. So when I was going through my objections I

realized that I unconsciously related being slim to being like her and her

friends. She doesn't go to school, even though she can; she has a mediocre job,

she dresses inappropriately, is irresponsible and flirts with any guy she sees.

I thought, if I were to become slim I would become her!

I'm really sad now.