Re: Re: Change

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I agree with you! I think that those punching clowns would be a terrific

idea!! Hugs, PJ

Ford wrote:Well I recognize some of my deep-seated beliefs,

and would love to

change them. Except I don't know how. On the up side, I've been

meditating regularly for a couple of months now and I can see these

beliefs more clearly -- and recognize the anger and resentment that I

thought I'd cleared and obviously haven't.

So I see this negativity. I'd love to change this negativity. I tell

myself and the universe that I'm open to change this negativity, but I

don't know how. I can say I'm letting go and changing it, and write

affirmations, and so on, but it's not happening. (Hmmmm, although I do

seem to be angrier lately, so maybe it is coming out.) Now I'm trusting

that if I keep at it, I'll change the beliefs, be able to forgive and

then move on. What else is there to do? Keep working at it and trust.

Have I mentionned before that patience isn't one of my strong suits? :-)

When I separated six and a half years ago, I told friends I needed one

of those punching clowns -- you know, the ones that are weighted at the

bottom so they don't fall over and keep coming back for more. It's too

bad I didn't find one, because I still believe it might have helped.

--

" Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't

matter and those who matter don't mind. " - Dr. Seuss

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When one door closes another opens. No telling, the new GI

might be just the one to see you through, ..

Lots of prayers that you remained clear, keep us posted!

Sheena

Thank you all for the info. Ill check around and see what i come up with. I just went and had my bloodwork drawn yesterday. As some may remember i had to stop Tx. at the 6 month mark due to Lung Surgery. Well its been 6 months since my surgery so well see if in still undetectable. Im skepticle!! I have 1A-2B and with only 6 months Tx. i dont think itll stay away. But i guess you just cant tell!?/?? I'll find out next week! Pluss my Dr.is leaving so now i have to travel 2hrs. to Springfield Mo. for a new G.I... Change everyone loves change NOT!! Personaly i hat change!! Guess im probly just scared because i know what it was like last time!! Well see how it comes together and PRAY ATOL!!!!!